Part28

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Sidhart was restless all the day ........ he can't concentrate on his work......... the words that Sana said at night are echoing in his ear all the day............ all the time he was feeling like something bad will happen............ he attended his important meeting hardly......... he thought to go home ............. he has not a friend to whom he discussed his feelings............ after his settlement with Sana ........ he always used to share his important or runimportant things with her......... and his all worries vanished at once............. but now........ case is different..........
Sana words " what else I'm to you" ............ you are my everything his heart spoke..............
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He start the car .......... first thought came in his mind that she is angry and disturbed............ and he has to do some things........... to make her happy............ to understand her that she is special............. to make her understand that I will not repeat this mistake again........... there is only Sana in his mind..........he didn't thought about anybody........... Sneha was calling him throughout the day.......... but he didn't pick up the call .....................
He went to mall........... for the first time in his life he is going to put effort to make some one happy........ for the first time in his life he was shopping for someone........he always used to call his manager if he has to give gift to anybody........ but now.................
He enter to cloth sections and realized that he never asked her or bring her for shopping............ nor she demanded.............. sudden guilt wrap him ............ how can be he irresponsible at this level......... she was right ............. his eyes became wet ......,........
Sid: how can I be stupid.............. I will bring her tomorrow for shopping............ he thought with guilt...........
He buy a beautiful yellow and white anarkali frock for her.......... she will look like a doll in it............ he thought with a beautiful smile.......
He was passing from food section when a thought shake him.......... he shift his all servant staff to his other mansion............... and she is doing all house chores by her self............ and she never complain ........... ohhh god ............... how can I do this............,.. she gave me every thing.......... and I not even give some basic things which was her right............ his heart was bleeding with pain of guilt ............
he bought food for dinner.......... he then bought chocolate........... and flowers................
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He called his manager and tell him to bring all staff members to his mansion..........
Now it's my turn to give my contributions............ I will not let you go ......his heart said .......
But Sneha....... his mind spoke.......
I will think about her later......... now Sana only Sana............ if I have to let Sneha go I will but not Sana......,, he thought ...........
But why........ his mind mock him.......
He has no answer..............
He was driving home with these thoughts ............ he reached home............
He enter and felt some things is missing....... he didn't felt the peace...... which he felt when he just step in the home...........
he didn't know what should he will tell to Sana ........... but he knows one thing......when he will share these restlessness and worst feeling when a mere thought of her leaving come to his mind............. she will make me understand........ like always she clear out his confusion............ like always she advised him ......... like always she guide him........... yah she always guide him in terms of relations......... before her.......... he is not able involved in these relations....... he has not any responsibilities......... he didn't care any one ......... he always keep himself away from every relations..................
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He went to his room........ there is no sign of Sana ...........
Sid: ohhh....... I have to coaxed her.......... I will .......... she is still angry........... it's all my fault ..........
he was thinking...........
he settle his hair ...,... and pick flower and bag of cloth and chocolate............. and went to other room..........
He knock at the room........
No response...........
He open the room and on the light...,,,,,,,,
No sign of Sana
His heart start beating fast..........
He look here and there .......... her belongings was not there...........,
He place shopping bag on bed and went to washroom..........
Sana............ he called her.......
No response..........
He open the door .......
No one ............

His eyes become red and watery........
She will be here....... yah she will be here.............. he tell to himself..........
He went to kitchen.......
No one ....,,,,,.
Art room.......
No one........
Shehnaaz................ he shout
He kept shouting............
when guard listen him........... he came inside and saw him........... he was devastated...............
Sidhart: madam kha ha?
He asked him defeated...........
Guard: sir ......... wo to subah hi Chali gae thi ......... kuch bataya Nahi aunho na............ roo rahi thi Pr.............
Sidhart set on his knees ....... he cry loudly.........
He was feeling empty........... he was feeling like without her he is nothing............ he has nothing........
She is his peace......... which he is missing now......
She is his world........ which is devastated without her.......
She is his life ........... which is suffocating him without her......
She is his love ........... which he himself lost ...........
He thought............ realization hit him...............
Am I in love with her............. he question himself............

If you asked to me ...... I will say he don't love her............. love is a small word............ it didn't justice with the feeling which he has for her..........
he has such feelings for her which is clean like water........... no impurities........
yah he like Sneha....... but there was needs in their relationship......... needs..... the words need itself describe........... there was desire of body........ some time we just put a tag of love ........... he with constant thoughts we fixed it in our mind....... that we love a particular person but that was a mere attraction........ same happened with Sidhart.......... this thing was new for him and with Sneha confession he thought that he also has same feelings...........
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She is my life......... I will not let you go anywhere my jaan......... you are more precious than love for me...........he said to himself............
it said that no thing is more precious than life.........
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He went to her room to pick up the bag ......... he thought she will in her father home..................
He was about to pic up the bag when he saw the paper on table beside bed...........
He moved toward .......... and take it and open................ the words which were written in the letter were enough to destroy his whole word............ and shatter him into pieces................
Dear Sidhart!
I know you are little bit angry with me.......... as I am not informing you before leaving......... I didn't tell you because it will be difficult for me to leave you ............ I am not going to my parents home as they all are shifted to America......... I know you will find me so that I am going to tell you that I my self don't know where I am going .....,..
Sidhart it was really difficult for me........... for leaving you....... but it's better than to seeing you with another girl...........
I wish you a better life a head ....... beat life ...... with your best ....... with whom you love.......
the days which I spent with you are the best days of my life ........ memories with you became my life now...........
I know you are guilty ....... but don't worry........ you don't need to be ......... it's not at-all your fault ........... you never promised me to love me ......... it was all my fault ......... but I have no regrets......... I love you ...... and I love you always......... but not I will not return now to this country ........,. I hope and pray that we will never meet again ........ I will missed you ......
Don't miss me .......
take care ........ remember one thing you are the best.........
bye .........
Not yours
Shehnaaz..............

Sidhart sat on the floor with thud............
Noooooooooooooooooo
He shout ......
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I am not well from two days ............... so that I can't update ....... once I recover....... I will update regularly........
Stay happy and blessed..........

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