Judge me (Maya)

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I was out my sail watching tv, They was sitting there judging me because of what I did? You would do the same if your family was in danger.

Heaven, heaven don't tame by my shoulder
I just wanna make it, make it through the door before the glow
I hate that I couldn't get right even if I tried
It's a shame how we love but only God can judge

I sat back and just thought to myself and thought about my babies, It's now 8 months. It's going by fast but not fast enough, My song "The Crying Game" came on and everybody started sitting up and started rapping the verse

"MAYA COME ON YOU GOTTA RAP THIS"

I chuckled and nodded and started rapping and singing the song

Judge me, judge me all you want
I'm only here babe, in a perfectly bubble
I know it's easy to pop up your finger at me
'Cause I save the pain that only I feel
So judge me if you need, I bet it works just like me

I was actually having fun, Who knew how many talented people actually come from prison? And you could actually enjoy it 😂

Oh, who wouldn't bite the apple and run on your face
I know that I love, I love the way temptation taste
I hate that I couldn't get right even if I tried
It's a shame how we love but only God can judge
Judge me, judge me all you want
I'm only here babe, in a perfectly bubble
I know it's easy to pop up your finger at me
'Cause I save the pain that only I feel
So judge me if you need, I bet it works just like me

"CJ, you rap baby girl?"

"I spit a little."

"Gone now, how many years you got?"

"I got 3 more years." she said sighing, "I been in here for 24 years."

"Are you serious? What for? How old are you?"

"43 and I murdered my husband because he raped my daughter."

"I'm so sorry to hear that, how old is she?"

"She's 24 now." she said

"CJ, I didn't know you was that old. you don't even look like you over 30."

"Thanks ma" she said laughing

"You're so welcome. "

Judge me, judge me all you want
I'm only here babe, in a perfectly bubble
I know it's easy to pop up your finger at me
'Cause I save the pain that only I feel
So judge me if you need, I bet it works just like me
Just like me
I bet it works just like me
Just like me

"When I get out, I can't wait to see my daughter and my sons." she said reaching in her pocket handing me a photo of her kids

"I know that boy, he came to my concert. Anthony right?" I asked her

"Yeah, his names Anthony."

"You have some beautiful kids."

"So do you, How do you feel when people judge you?"

"They can Judge me all they want, I don't care. Because, I'm human. I make mistakes and I actually don't care about how people feel about me."

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