[Gray]
'Gray-sama!'
'Juvia made a lunch for Gray-sama!'
'Juvia hates seeing Gray-sama sad. It hurts her even more if Gray-sama cries'
'Ano ne, boku... e-ei. Sumimasen!'Juvia's voice works like a smooth music somewhere deep in my mind. Thinking about her, misses me more about her. I don't know what I'm feeling, everytime I think about her-- no, scratch that. Every seconds I think about her; her face, her smile, her eyes, her voice, her scent-- I feel that she's around with me. That everytime I close my eyes, it felt that Juvia's here sleeping soundly. I don't know, I don't know how to deal with these sudden emotions I've been feeling all the time I see her in the back of my mind. It seems that everything in this world is her. But why? I don't hold any kind of affection towards her, just a strong bond of friendship and a bond of a comrade. Now that I know she's alive, I don't know if I still hold on with my own protocol.
I shook my head and brush my hair out of frustration. Surely, I just want to see her safe and I want to be the one who'll bring her back in the guild and all.
But..
No, darn this. If it weren't for that flame brain, I shouldn't have been thinking about her all along. But still, it doesn't answer my recurring memories of her. Which some are very ugly that I don't want to remember anything at all.
"Gray? You here?" Someone called out behind the door. I heave silently and tried my best to looked calm and open the door. Erza walked in without permission, again. Just as always.
"What are you doing here?" I ask as I shut the door.
"Why? You don't want me to be here?" She replied nonchalantly, I yawned and mess my hair again.
"No, just asking why you're here." She tilted her head towards me and gave me a look, which I ignored. I don't have a reason to argue, in fact, I don't always have the reason to argue. After Lyon and Juvia's disappearance, a part of me somehow gone missing-- and I don't know which one.
"I'm worried about you.. Everyone is worried about you." she started, I nod and tossed myself into my bed.
"For what?"
"Well, you just run-off after your fight with Natsu. Which is, a rare occurence to happen. Is there something bothering you?"
"Nothing.."
"I don't buy it. There is something bothering you and I can feel it." she insisted, I snapped my right eye open and stared at her blankly.
"I don't.. please, I'm not feeling well." I lied. Why did I run in the first place? Even I can't answer that question.
"I know you, Gray.. You won't let us see your weakness. Not even a slight hint, tell me what's wrong." she urged me to spill out an answer that I don't know. I opened my mouth to try explaining things to her but there's no voice that I can produce. I can feel that something is blocking me mentally, saying that I can no longer trust my friends. I know that it's absurd, there's no reason for me not to trust them. Let alone my own counterfeits in life. After a moment of silence, she straightened her back and gave me an intimidating look, telling me that I should have told her so before she gets mad. However, when she folded her arms. She flashed a warm smile and turned the knob.
"Okay... Just remember we have your back in whatever your problem is." I gazed at her face and flashed a smile. She nod and heads out. "And, uh.." she stopped in the entrance and turned at me, just enough for me to see the corner of her eyes. "I just heared that White is going to be an official member of Fairytail tonight and she wants you to be there." she said before leaving out.
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A Sudden Twist of Fate [A GruVia Fanfic]
FanfictionStarted with Juvia's sudden loss of memory, everything change in a split of second. A mysterious new guild that want Juvia Lockster to be part in their notorious group and at the same time doing their dirty work to destroy the Fairytail for good. A...