Part25

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Sid saw her....... Sana nod her head in assurance......... she is ready to listen his heart....... at this moment her pain is nothing for her........ only matter most for her is her husband....her love ....... her each and everything......
Sid hug her more tightly and they both lay on the bed.......... Sid tell her each and everything......... he didn't hide anything from her......... Sana heart was sinking with his every word ....... but her eyes are still not ready to shed the tears.......

Rona waloo sa khaoo ......
Aun ka bhi Rona rooo laaa.....
Jin ko majboriya halat na ,.....
Rona na dia ......
Wrna kia bt thi ......
Kis bt na rona na dia....,
Ishq ba garate jazbat naa.....
Rona na dia.........

When Sid tell her everything.....then he look at her ...... he want to register some thing...... which he himself didn't know......... Sana also look at him and smile sadly........
Now she lost her all hopes ...... that may be one day he will love her also ....,..,.., she thought...... she is coming In between their happiness.......
Sid: ma kia kru naaaz.......... he asked her helplessly ....... he is not understanding this sudden turn of his life.........
Sana: Si... sidhart....... I think..... amm .... your happiness .... belong to ... her..... as you .... love her ......... give some.....time to your ..... relationship .......
She said each and every word with a lot of difficulty........ her heart broke with her every word........ it's not easy ....,. Her heart was bleeding..........Nothing is easy when it comes to love.......

Yah ishq Nahi Asaan Bas atna smg li jia........
Ak aaag ka darya ha rr doob k jana ha...........

Sid was not liking her this statement....... his heart didn't like it....... but his mind accept her logic ....... he was not thinking about her words deeply........., he only understand that he has to spend time with Sneha to give a chance to this relationship........
Sana was ruffling his hair ........
Sana thought: I have no right to stop him from his happiness......... he suffered a lot from his childhood........ I spent a blessed childhood with every happiness....... and when his happiness is coming to him......... I don't wanna becomes selfish........... oh Allah....... I want nothing....... but give him his happiness......... I have enough of best memories with him ..... to cherish rest of my life.........
Her heart was bleeding with immense pain.......... she knew it would be tough for her.......... but she is ready ....... ready to give her life ........ happiness....... each and everything to someone else for her love happiness.............
Sid doze off with the warmth....... that vanished his every worry.......... he was feeling light......... she becomes his strength...,...... that absorb his every worry.......... he is not understanding this thing........ he is not realizing this as
he has no fear regarding her........ he didn't thought about her and his relationship...,,....... he know one thing that she is his wife........ and she love him..,,,,,,,,,,,,
It's not his fault .....,...... as he is not use to of relations........... any type of relations......... as he always distance himself from his all relations.......,,,
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Sana didn't sleep even a second at night..,,,,,,,,,,,,, she was keep thinking about him ...,..,.. about his feelings...... her feelings....... different circumstances she may face in upcoming time......,,.,, she thought every worst thing which can happen with her ....,..,,..
sid woke up and saw her .......... she was in-deep thought.......... her hand was still moving in his hair......,..
Her eyes was telling him a different thing today.......,. Which he is not able to find out........,,
Sid: Sana ......,,,, you didn't sleep at night........... he said with worry
Sana comes out from her thoughts......
Sana: aaa ..... Nahi....... ap ab thk hA.....,, she try to avoid his question.........
Sid: he nod with a smile......... and dug his face into her neck......,,.
Sana free herself.......... as she thought now it's not her right.....,.... he didn't love her nor he will then it's doesn't have any meaning...........it felt her wrong today........... Sidhart was shocked by her suddenly getting up from his hold......... as it is not happened before..........
Sid : kia hua?????......... he asked her quickly.......
Sana: ...n..nothing......... just I have to take bath..........
She said and went to washroom........
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There is silence between them .......... during breakfast........... a meaningful silence.......... from Sana side........ and awkward silence from Sid side........
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It was noon ....... and Sana was sleeping......... as she was not slept whole night............ when she woke up it's already 12 30 .......... she thought to call Sidhart......... but she thought to go directly to his office..........she don't want to give up her duty.......... she instantly get up and made lunch for him.........
Sana: he needs me at this time.......... I have to be strong for his happiness sake............
she dress up ....... and get ready......

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