Spanish Class

Chapter 7 Part 1

it was great. we sang like the whole one direction album. i loved it.

we finished up singing and decided to go upstairs and have a snack.

we made some cookies which took a while in the oven so bryan told me to go sit pn the couch and make myself comforable while he cleaned up a bit.

i decided to check my twitter and facebook on my phone because thats usually whati do.

i was just finishing up looking on my wall and then i got a text message. i went into the screen to see who it was.

oh look. Nathan.

heyy Avi, im sorry about stepping on your papers today i just dont know how to act around you. i really like you i just really have to say that. im sorry for everything and i was just wondering if you would go out with me?...

xxx Nathan

fuck..........

(moments later)

"i was just wondering if you would go out with me?..."

that question kept running through my mind. i couldnt concentrate on anything.

i dont even think i could respond to that.

if i say no, ill get more shit from him, if i say yes, ill be shooting my heart a bunch of times. i couldnt do that to myself or bryan.

but i wasnt going to leave him hanging. an excuse was something this needed

but what to say.. what to say... i had to think of something before bryan was done cleaning up.

in the mean time i was on witty. witty is a website with a bunch of quotes and things that interest me.

me and miranda have accounts and write things all the time.

i looked on her page to see what she has come up with so far.

"frustrated because i cant tell if its real, mad because i dont know how you feel, upset because i cant make i right, sad because i need you day and night, angry because you wont take my hand, aggravated because you dont understand, disapointed because we are not together, but i still love you forever"

ohhh miranda... she always had the best quotes on how she was feeling. i could sense a hint of jason in this quote, but i wasnt sure. but i knew that i would send this to Nathan and he would get the hint and try to win me over but it wont work. im sure of that.

frustrated because i cant tell if its real, mad because i dont know how you feel, upset because i cant make i right, sad because i need you day and night, angry because you wont take my hand, aggravated because you dont understand, disapointed because we cannot together, but i still love you forever.... xxxAvi

i hope he got what every verse meant. and if he did he would send it to me because thats just what Nathan does. he made sure you knew that he understood. i kinda liked that about him.

stop it avi!... shut up!! you are dating bryan.. BRYAN!

i got that thought through my mind and went back on to witty. just as i opened the app Nathan sent me a message. cross your fingers avi

dont be frustrated because my feelings for you ARE real, dont be mad because you know exactly how i feel and ill tell you everyday if i have to. dont be upset because you can make it right by being my girlfriend, if you need me day and night, dont be sad ill be right there whenever you need me. dont be angry either because i will always take your hand, and dont be aggravated i DO understand, and we CAN be together, so dont be disapointed, and yeah we established a while ago that we loved eachother and i will too love you forever.. but i get it you need time so whenever you know your answer just say it. see yah later.. xxx Nathan

phewff!!! i sighed in relief. i would thank miranda later for her helpful quote

then bryan walked in and sat down next to me.

"so do you want to sing again or just hang out?" he asked me.

"uhh it doesnt matter" i said, "we could just listen to music" i suggested.

"okay, whatever makes you happy" he said, kissing me on the forehead and getting up to turn on the radio."

the first song that came on was "let me love you" by Ne-yo. my head shot right up and my jaw dropped.

this was the song that i picked for me and Nathan eventhough we never dated. i picked it when we told eachother we loved eachother eventhough we couldnt be together.

its a complicated story. but i tried to stop listening to the song but it brought back all these feelings...

i think i again liked Nathan Silverstein....

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end of chapter 7!! hope yah liked it.. well i know someone wont hehe you know who you are.. ill give u a hint ILL DO IT!! anyways byeeee