Is she okay?...

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Leah's P.O.V

They took my baby away! She wasn't breathing... I knew something wasn't right. I knew it! Nothing can ever go perfectly, not even something as special as this!

I just- I want her to be okay more than anything... I need to see her! I can't let her die, I won't!


"Leah, Leah! Shh, it's okay, they're helping her, she'll be alright." Gerard pulls me close.

"Don't touch me!" I yell. "I want my baby!" Wow, did I just- I did, I just pushed him away when he was trying to help me!

"Leah... Calm down, you're not helping anyone." Gerard tries to stay calm.

"No! Don't tell me to 'calm down', I will not fucking calm down! My baby has just been taken away from me, and you're just going to sit there and pretend it's nothing! What are you, heartless?!" Why did I say that? Why would I? I didn't want too... I didn't mean too...

"What the fuck, Leah?! You think I don't care about our baby? You think I'm okay with her being taken away as soon as she is born? No, I'm not. I'm trying to stay calm, for the baby, and because I have at least SOME dignity! I can control myself, I know when enough is enough!" Gerard is really angry.

"Gerard, I'm-" I try to apologize.

"No! I don't want your apologies, you do this all of the time!" He tears up, and stops shouting. "And I'm sick to death of it, in fact, the only reason that I'm still sat here is because I need to know if my little girl is okay."

"Yeah... Okay..." I give up, I don't want to cause anything." Me and Gerard sit in total silence for about 15 minutes until Izy and Dr.Hodgson finally come back.

"So, would you like to hear the good news, or the bad news first?" Izy says sympatheticly.

"Um-" I start.

"The good news, please." Gerard interrupts.

"Well, the babies chance of survival are looking very good, she seems to be stabilizing quite well." Izy smiles.

"Now, for the bad news." Dr.Hodgson butts in.

"Okay." I half-whisper.

"Well, it seems that your little baby has some sort of condition, and we are having trouble with identifying whether it's Down Syndrome or a heart problem. We can't tell this early on, as she is very small and fragile. So, give it a few days, and we should be able to identify her condition." Dr.Hodgson says, with some sort of concern. "She will stay here for a little while, until she is completely stable, and ready to go home."

"Oh my god..." I burst into tears, she is so sick. I'm so scared, but she'll live, they told us! "Can I- can we see her?"

"Of course! But unfortunately not for long, but I'll give you both time to meet her, and possibly decide on her name, but then, she'll need to be left alone." Izy smiles. "She'll be alright, I promise."

"Thank you, how long do we have?" I ask.

"I'll call you out when your time is up." She hugs me tightly. Me and Gerard walk into the room next door, and in the far right corner, there is a small incubator, with an even smaller baby inside, with lots of tubes and wires connected to her tiny, frail body.

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