I can't believe I did what I did. I feel like such a slut a downgrade. I just feel so horrible. After, all he did for me I do this. After, I call Logan to come pick me up.
I was sitting in the Living Room waiting on Logan to come pick me up. I was thinking of a way to come out to him about it. How can you tellyour boyfriend that you die for that, you just cheated on him with your bestfriend, who's a girl? Ugh, this is gonna be hard.
"Hey, I think your boyfriend pulled up." Liz's mom said, while she was reading one of her magazines. I hear the horn and grab my stuff and say goodbye to Liz's mom and run out the house.
I put my stuff in the trunk and I feel like somebody was starring at me. I looked up and see Liz starring at me. The way she starred at me like, she didn't want me to leave, but there was also that crazy look on her face. Then she smirked and backed away from the window.
That was creepy
"Hey baby. Did you have fun?" Logan asked me and tried to kiss me, but I moved my head away, so he kissed my cheek. He frowned at my actions.
"I had a good time, but I have to tell you something."
"Can we go to the park?" He nodded his head and started pulling out of the driveway.
When we pulled in the park parking lot. We both got out and we went for a walk. It was quiet, but we held each others hands and it was nice, but it made me feel more bad about what I did. We sit down on a bench and look at the lake in front of us.
"So, what did you want to tell me?" He asks me. Right then, I started crying.
"Baby, what's wrong? Are you okay?"
"No! I did something I shouldn't have a regret it. It was the worst thing I have ever done in my life!" He looks at me with confusion and worry.
"What did you do?" He asks. I blow out a breath.
"This weekend. I slept with Liz twice. I know, it was wrong of me to do something like that after what you did for me. I regret everything I did. I never ever wanted it to go as far as it did. It was wrong. I mean, I couldn't imagine how you feel knowing that a girl that you love cheated on you with a girl." He just starred at the ground.
"You right. I don't know if, I should be mad at you or find it hot that you slept with a girl." He said with a littlw chuckle. I looked at him like he was crazy.
"What are you saying?"
"I'm saying is that I'm not mad. I mean, I think its hot that you had sex with a girl. Are you bi?"
"Not really. I mean, I have slept with other girls, but that was it." He nodded his head in understanding.
"Hmm, well this isn't easy news to take. But, I'm willing to forgive you for it because I love it and I want this to workout because I love you." He said and I started crying again. How did I find a guy like him?
"Why are you crying?"
"Because you are amazing! I never had a guy like you. Who is willing to love me and not just use me for sex and my body. That's what most guys wanted from me nothing more. Finally, I meet someone who actually cares about me besids my family.Thank you." He hugs me and gives me a kiss on my forehead.
"Of course, baby. I love you." He smiles at me.
"I love you too." I smile back at him.
"So, one more question. Did you like the sex?"
"I mean, it was okay. But, not good as you." He smiles in satisfaction.
"Good." We both laughed and he sits back and wraps his arm around me and we gaze into the sunset.
I can't believe he forgave her. Don't worry, I have more up coming to them. I will make her mine and I will destroy him.