so thes-con (thespian convention) is this weekend, and i was telling my mom and sister that my only two friends in my 4th hour aren't going to be at school on thursday and friday bc of it and i'm sad about it. anyway,
sis: i never understood what a thespian is
me: it's basically just drama kids or whatever
sis: well why is called thespian it sounds like lesbian
me: i wish i was a thespian
sis: i wish i was a leSBIAN
WE DIED. I LAUGHED SO HARD I THOUGHT I WOULD POOP MY PANTS. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY.
but my mom looks at us and says "i'll pretend i didn't here that"
shut up mOM
she's not like "homophobic" bc i hate that word. no one is afraid of gays, and that's what that means. she just does not support the lgbtq community WHATSOEVER and it's annoying af
like, i told her about connor franta and how he came out, and she's all "i wish they would all just stay in as far as i'm concerned"
like can u not
she doesn't think that people are born who they are, she thinks that if you're gay, you just woke up one day thinking "eh i think i'll be gay now i wanna try that out for a while lol" like no. how's the weather up there on your high fucking horse.
i'm like 108% sure that people are bORN gay or lesbian or bi or trans or whaTEVER YOU ARE. AND THATS OKAY.
i was raised as a christian, and i still am, but i disagree with a lot of things that some other christians have to say. there are certain people out there who give a bad name to christianity: people who protest gay rights parades, people who won't even talk to or be friends with a homosexual (aka my cousins i'm not even going to talk about them bc that will end up being 53908124601 words i'll probably end up making a chapter specifically for them bc they're annoying af)
and it's like that with a lot of religions and races. a lot of people don't like muslims bc of CERTAIN PEOPLE. some people don't like black people bc of CERTAIN PEOPLE. some people don't like cops bc of CERTAIN PEOPLE. don't let a few people make the whole group look bad for you. look for the good, not the bad.
i hella support lgbtq rights. i don't even think it should still be an issue.
YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL PEOPLE WHO THEY CAN AND CANT MARRY. EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO MARRY WHO THEY WANT. YOURE ACTING LIKE A FUCKING LITTLE FIVE YEAR OLD WHO ISNT GETTING THEIR WAY. ITS BULLSHIT.
pardon my french but it just pisses me off to no end. i could make this book just ranting about this bc i have SO MANY OPINIONS ON IT.
my mom pisses me off.
everyone pisses me off.
i'm not a people person.
have a good day anD LOVE WHO YOU WANT TO LOVE. DONT LET ASSHOLES TELL YOU THAT YOU CANT. BE WHO YOU WANT BE. BE HAPPY. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU, EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE THERE ISNT. I LOVE YOU, AND IF YOU EVER NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, YOU CAN ALWAYS TALK TO ME. NEVER FEEL LIKE YOU CANT. IM A GREAT LISTENER.
okay i'm done.
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basically this is going to be a book of me telling you about my life in the form of bad grammar ~ i know there are a lot of rant books out there but idgaf this is mine