Green eyes met blue eyes.
I don't know why I leaned in, but I did and now our noses are touching. I could feel his breath on my lips. I leaned in more and suddenly I could feel his lips on mine.
It was just a quick kiss, but I felt something and I don't know if I liked it that feeling.
I looked at him to that he blushed. I was probably blushing too.
"Uhm, Sorry..." I said awkwardly.
"It's okay" I heard him say, barley above a whisper. "I-I just don't know why you did it"
"I-I don't-I uhm I don't know you where just so close and-and, I-I'm not gay" I manage to get out.
To be honest with you I could see that he got disappointed. What?
I had to admit that I felt a little disappointed when he kissed me then said that he's not gay. I mean he can't just kiss me and say that, right? I just really want this weekend to be over.
I managed to get thought Saturday. I was quiet the rest of the day, and I could sense the awkward tension between us after the kiss. I was sad and embarrassed of myself for believing that it could be a chance that he could like me back.
"Do you think that they are looking for us?" I asked. It was Sunday and we sat at the table in the main room.
"I don't know. I really don't know" he said back.
"I mean what if there are police patrols who are looking after us. I think the teacher are stupid for not looking for us when we didn't com back when the class ended. I mean it was a reason that we where sent to get the boxes. He needed them I assume"
"I have never thought about that" He said deep in thought. "Louis probably thinks I'm in a side street, drunk or high as hell and can't find my way home" he chuckled a bit.
"Well, at least you have friends" I said. "I only have my mom and even she dosen't care about me. I'm sure she is happy that I didn't come home" I looked down at my wrist sadly.
"Hey, don't say that. I'm sure she care" Harry said softly. I was rather surprised that he said that and in such a nice voice. But was angry because how could he just come here and say that my mom cared about me. He don't know anything.
"You don't know anything about me" I said thought my teeth. He looked a little taken aback by my tone, but he didn't look away.
"Then tell me. Tell me about your family. Tell me a secret and I will tell you one of mine" he said. Now it was my turn to look taken aback. Well I wasen't taken aback, more like scared. I have never told anyone about my past. And I don't know if I trust Harry enough. I think he saw my scared face because he looked guilty.
"Okay, I'm sorry. I can start" He said with a small smile.
"Okay, thanks" I said quietly. He just nodded and started to tell.
"Okay, so it started when I was six. My mum got really sick."
I found both my mum and dad on the living room, crying. And me being young, didn't understand.
"Mummy, daddy, why are you crying?" I crawled up at my dads lap to hug him and my mum. I donæt like that they where sad. My parents looked at each other having a conversation without words.
"Look kid, I donæt know how to put this, but you mum are sick" my dad said with a tear rolling down his cheek. I stretched out my little hand to wipe it away.
"B-but dad. You don't have to cry, it's just a flu" I said. The innocent me didn't know how serious it actually was. My mum burst into tears.
"No son, It's more serious than that. Your mum has cancer, and it's on a rare place. The doctor are not sure if they can remove all of it" He said.
"Are you gonna live?" I asked mum. I wiped the tears that ran down her face.
"I don't know, sweetie" I cried into mums neck. We all sat there for minutes, just hugging.
Mum took the operation and it actually when well and we where all happy and crying at the same time. The years went by and she seemed happy and healthy. She went to work on the hospital. But then suddenly when I got 15 she just stopped smiling. When she got home she was always so tired and she didn't have time or she was too tired to spend time with me. My dad wasen't any better. He got home drunk every night. He didn't beat either my mum or me, thank God, but he could be really angry and yell at me, but I stayed strong for my mum. I didn't know why she wasn't happy anymore, I didn't dare to ask her either.
One day, I was home from staying at Louis' house and she wasen't there. She didn't come home that day, or the next day. I saw my dad walk on the door with red eyes. He told me that my mum was at the hospital and the cancer was back. I cried in my room for a day. The next day I went to see her. She looked pale and like all life was sucked out of her.
"Harry..." She said weakly waved me over.
"I'm so proud of you. I'm so, so proud of you, Hazza. I want you to remember to always be yourself and never underestimate people. Can you do that for me?" She asked. I nodded my head and cried. "And please don't cry over me. I love you Harry. Never forget that. I love you and your father. I want you to go now, Harry. Live your life, be happy and never forget how much I love you" I could see a tear in the corner of her eyes. I nodded and kissed her on the forehead.
"I love you too, mum"
Just then my dad walked in and I walked out of her room. My dad walked out of the room awhile later, crying and walked to me to give me a hug.
I never saw my mum again.
*End of flashback*
When I was done I was in tears and I saw that Niall had tears in his eyes as well.
"I feel like I failed her" I cried. Suddenly I was pulled in to a hug.
"You didn't fail her"
Omg this is so sad I can't.
Fun fact: I can go from "in almost every in interview you can find Larry. That song is about Larry. And that one too. Larry needs to come out. Larry is true. Larry. Larry. LARRY." to "Stop talking about Larry all the time, maybe Louis loves Eleanor and hate to be shipped with Harry. Well, even if it looked like they was talking about that they had sex last night, doesn't mean they did, jeez, give them a break. I would be happy for him if he married Eleanor." and back, in 0.43 seconds.
And yes, I ship Larry ;)
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Stuck With Him N.S [Boyxboy]Fanfiction
"Please don't do this to yourself" "I can't promise anything" "Well, I promise to always take care of you and save you from everything." "You can't save me from myself" "I can try" In which Niall Horan is the schools nerd. Harry Styles is the school...