Chapter 2

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Delusion Chapter 2


Everything that August told me didn’t make sense to me at all. How could I have another personality and not truly know it? At this point I’m extremely confused and honestly don’t know what to do.  I could never picture myself harming anybody and to hear that I “murdered” people is beyond belifef right now. August told me that I kept a journal as a child and I wrote down many of my experiences in it so now we’re headed to Rico’s to go through it. August insisted on not going back to my place just in case the police were looking for me and going back to his’ wasn’t a great idea either since the police are there trying to investigate the crime scene. I was extremely thankful when he told me that Kyra was still alive but she was brain dead in a coma. I know we didn’t really get along but I would have never thought about killing her.. I just felt so bad.

I looked over at August while he drove. His right hand was rested gracefully on top of the steering wheel while he leaned on his left. He looked extremely tired and stressed out and I couldn’t help but to feel bad. After all the things that Ive supposedly done, he’s still here by my side and I couldn’t be more grateful for that. Although I am still upset about him kissing Kyra and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t get it off of my mind.

“August?” I said just above a whisper but loud enough for him to hear me.

“Yeah..” HE replied without taking his eyes off of the road.

“When all this is I mean when we figure this whole situation out and when Kyra wakes up..Are you two going to back together.” He faced me with a frown.

“Hell no Amara why would you ask me something like that?”

“Because I saw you two in the delivery room….I saw the kiss.” I looked back to my lap as I played with my fingers. August ran his hand down his face and let out a long sigh.

“Look,  that kiss wasn’t supposed to happen and the only reason it did was because we shared an amazing moment together and just got caught up in the moment.” I nodded my head to show him that I understood.

“Im sorry I asked I just wanted to know.. but I did see your little one and she is beautiful.” I gave him a small smile. His grip on the steering wheel became tighter as his jaw clenched tight.

Before I could ask him what his problem was he pulled up to Rico’s apartment and jumped out quickly. I got out as well and followed behind August to the elevator that led us to Rico’s floor. When we got off we headed to Rico’s apartment and August gave the door three loud knocks. Within seconds Rico flung the door open.

“Rico” I tried to give him a hug but he dodged me. HE gave August a look of approval and August nodded.

“Its Amara.” August said to reassure him.

“Oh good I thought I was going to have to karate chop yo ass in the throat.” HE said to me as he grabbed me and hugged me tight.

“You got the pictures?” August said from behind us.

“Yeah I just downloaded them to my computer.” We walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Rico slid over his laptop to me and im guessing these are my journal entry’s. I started from the beginning.

Dear Journal, Today me and Sarah were coloring and her picture looked better than mine so I grabbed the scissors and cut off one of her ponytails. I laughed so hard when  she cried but then she made me so mad again when she told my mommy again and I couldn’t play with Sarah for a whole week! Im going to get her for telling on me..

Love, Ericka

I looked up at August as his face held the same expression as mine.  As we continued to read the other entry’s they seemed to get more graphic and violent with each post.

“ I can’t believe this.” I said while I pushed away the laptop.

“Well believe it.. I got this from Dr. Fisher and he told me EVERYTHING.”

“Rico can I please go lie down? I don’t feel so good..” All the news I was taking in was making me extremely nauseas and I couldn’t take it anymore.

“NO!” Rico and August exclaimed at the same time. “Whatever you do you have to stay awake or that Crazy bitch gon come back.” Rico said and August hit him in the shoulder. “Owe man!” He scowled August.

“Okay I promise not to go to sleep.” HE nodded and pointed towards the the back.

“Knock yourself out then kidd.” I got up and headed to the back to the guest room. When I walked past his bedroom I heard Renna whispering telling someone she missed them. I decided to just mind my business.. I had enough on my plate as is.


“Look man I have to get down to the precinct and make sure that they don’t have much evidence of Amara being involoved in any of this and then I might go check on Kyra. You think you will be able to handle her?” August asked while heading towards the door.

“Man there’s no woman on this planet that I CANT handle.” I grinned in confidence.

“Whatever nigga.” August rolled his eyes and stormed out the door.

“What the hell is his problem?” I asked myself. I shrugged August off and decided to go check on Renna.

“Okay ill talk to you later.” She hurriedly hung up the phone when I walked in.

“Who was that?” I asked her curiously.

“That was mama, she said she missed you and we need to come over for dinner.”  I looked her up and down. Something was a little off but I wasn’t going to stress it. I just got my girl back and ill be damned if I lost her again.


Okay guys I have the worse writers block in the history of writers block! Sorry if this was hella boring I just needed to add something since I haven’t updated in a week! I promise the next post will be better!  

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