Part22

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They were just laying ........,. Snuggling........... after some time.............Sana said.......
Sana: you .....,,.love her.....?????? ( she asked in hesitation...)
Sid: hmmm......
Sana: still????  ( she hoped he said no......... but his answer raise her insecurities.......)
Sid: I don't know...... kbi soacha nahi.......
( Sana felt like crying......... she kept quit ......... Sidhart sense her silence.......and said.....)
Sid: shehnaaz........ I don't know where our relationship lead......... it's very hard for me to trust........and love someone........ but i can't hurt you more......... I will not repeat my mistakes which I did before........ sorry is small word....... but still ..... forgive me plz........
He was stating fact........he don't want to give her false hope.............He was apologizing genuinely.........

It's better to say truth........ rather then you give some false hopes........ because when their bubbles of hopes bursts...... it will hurt like hell............

Sana: I know Sidhart......... I will wait..... ( she smile sadly) and it's totally ok take your time..,... ( she paused) zaida derr mt lga dena Sidhart
( she mumbled painfully but Sidhart heard but didn't answer)

Jaha payarr ho Wahaaa....
Intezar ki aadat ho jati hai......

Log kahta hA pahli mohabt kbi Nahi bholti........... Shayad....... Pr shayad hm bholna Nahi chahta........ mohabt Pahli, Dusri ya tesrii Nahi hoti ....... mohabt , mohabt hoti hA......... kbi kbi hm khud apna lia chzaaa complicate kr deta hai......... hm apna past ma atna ghum hota hA k hma apna khubsurat present Nahi dekhta......... but it's not in our control.......... ku k emotions didn't use mind........ they are related to heart.......

Sid: tmha mug sa pyar kaisa ho gaya?
( he asked curiously ) I mean I never behave good with you.... he said with some guilt in his tone.........
Sana: I don't know......... but I like you from beginning when I first time saw you........I always think about you .......... as every girl thought about her would be ............... when you met with accident........ I was feeling blank ..... empty...... but didn't realize my feelings........ it's very new thing for me ....... I don't know how to explain......... but yes I love you.........

Sid was beyond happy........ satisfied ....... not for once any bad though come in his mind....... it was strange........ but yes ........ he just know this ......... that every word of her come from her heart.............

It's saying that when a man knows that his lady love him than for him , she became like a fort which he already conquered..................

Sid: I don't know that what you feel for me I will feel for you or not but..... I promise you I will always take care of you and protect you.......
He said with purity and determination...........

His words touch her soul......... it's very rare but some time very little little things became you happiness.........

Sana slept while hugging him ........ but sid didn't............ he thought....... how easily she said all the things to him....... she confesses her love for him........ she didn't demand anything......... but alas I can't give her what she deserved............
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It's a new morning........... with a different sparkle of light......... with a different chirping of birds...... with a different breezes........... with different emotions.......... with different their selves..............

Sana woke up and look at the man ....... her husband.......... her love........
Sidhart too woke up and look at her ........ its strange peace when she is around him........... he felt like heaven............

They were looking at each other......... Sana was thinking to love him endlessly with out any expectation......... she promised to herself that her priority will always his happiness......... only his happiness..........
Sid was thinking to care for her ........ protect her from this cruel word..........  he will raze all the bad memories which he created in her mind........ and create good memories...........

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