Part20

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Sorry for late update........ my terminal exam are just started from today...................
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Sid was panicking.............
Sid: sana plz....... whom you calling?......
Sana: ap ko lgta ha na ........ I am clinging to you ........ a unnecessary person in your life...... so just ap ki jaan churya rahi hu khud sa.............
Sid: shehnaaz plzzzz...... ( he said aa a defeated person.......,.... who just about to lose his most important things but not able to do anything.......... he was helpless in every sense.........
Sana: Hyloo....maaa.......
Sid look at her.......... is she about to tell his mom everything........... he shake his head in disbelief..............
Sid mother: hello...... bacha kaisa ho .... Sid kaisa hA.......
Sana: wo bht acha ha....... Pr ma Nahi .... umm I mean ap kb tk aye gi.....( her tone was heavy......... she is a broken person now ......... who have not any other thing in her to broken yet......... she had loose her everything....,,,,, now she is blank...,...,., but still she has some responsibility.... which she has to complete until his mom returns.........
Sid mother: bacha almost a week more.........
Sana: maa .....( she paused) your son needs you ......... plz as Friday ko ajae .......
Sidmom: everything is alright sana
Sana: naa mom....... I just can annoy him more........ so plz
Sidmom: ( sigh) i will ...... ( she disconnected the call)
Sana left the room............
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Hm na mana k tagaful na kro ga lakin ...,,,,..,.
Khak ho jae ha tm ko khabr hona tk.........
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Sana came to her room ..,,,,...... and cry badly........she throws vase on the floor.....,,,and sat with a thud. On floor........,, a sharp piece pierce her skin but she didn't felt pain......... as her heart bleeding badly..............

This mansion is always a hell for her....... she has to face a lot of things........ humiliation........ hate...... disrespect......... and now heart break.......
Sana: jo mil gaya ausa yaad rakh.......
Jo Nahi mila ausa bhool ja.......
Mera stt ku yah Allah....... ku akhr ku..........
she hit her bleeding hand again on the floor..........
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Sid was deep in his thoughts........ how can she love me......... I always push her....... humiliated her.,.,,,.. then how........... I broke her enough......... if she stay more with me........... she became devastated........... but I can't leave her..............
oo khuda bta da kia lakiro ma likhaaa........

Sid was continuously looking toward ceiling............. Sid was blank.....,,,, he don't understand this restlessness.......
She shake him completely today........ make him understand the reality of his....,,,,,
Sid: ohhhhh....,.. what I have done...... ma kaisa ausa samjhao........... kesa ...... k mujha mohabt rasss Nahi atii.......
( tears was continuously flowing from his eyes)
He just realize his mistakes....... it's not easy for him to love her .....,,.,.. but he decided to not hurt her any more........
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Sana just woke up with a jerk......... she slept at that position............ it's evening now.........,, her hand that was bleeding......... now blood was dried on her hand........ but when she try to get up.......,,,,, due to sudden force it again start bleeding.......,,, she let it go ..,,,,,. She went to take shower.....,,,,,,,
And took a random dress......... she was as blank ......... that she didn't bother to look at herself............. or her dress......

But she was looking slaying

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But she was looking slaying.......... she didn't look at herself............,,,.
She came out from her room........ and went to kitchen........ she make some snacks with tea for herself and shake for Sidhart...........
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She take the try........... and headed toward his room.......... she was blank.......,,,,,, she knock the room ..... and enter.........
Sidhart instantly look at her .........
Sid: naaz........ his voice came out as a whisper
She didn't look at her ....... Just put the try on the table and.......
she hand over the shake to him........
Sid: shehnaaz...... mga bt krni hA plz betho.........
She didn't answer him ......... just sat.......
Sid: I am...... just sorry.......
Sana didn't respond.......
Sid was about to when Sana spoke......
Sana: You might be thinking that why I am still here....,, hana .... mana ap ki mom sa promise kia tha......kb tk wo Nahi ati ap ko tolerate krna para ga sorry........
( she was about to get up when Sidhart held her hand and push her toward him..... she just landed on his chest)
He look at her....,,,,. Her puffy eyes clearly show that she cried a lot.......she is with no make up but she can kill any one with her even this look.......
Sana put her head on his chest....... and clench his shirt ...........,
Sid was continuously looking at her...... his heart beat increased.........
Sana: mujha bht dard ho raha ha Sidhart........... bht zaida.......
She was not in her sense........
Sid: mera bacha........( he said and a shiver run through her body due to his words.........she clench his shirt more tightly........
Sana: ma kuch drr aasa hi rahna Chahti hu.......plZzzzzzz......
She feeling sukoon....... her heart that was itching very badly....... suddenly calming.........she want to stay here for some time..,,,,,,,,,,,,
Sid look at the bandage on hand....... he took her hand and said
Sid : yah kia hua.....,, bolo Sana....( he had given her enough pain........ but today her wounded hand make him worried.............
Sid didn't said any thing and start caressing her Back.........they were their own world.....,,,,..

jisna dia ha dard e dil ........
Wohii mera tabeeb hA........

He kissed her on her wounded hand......and reality hit Sana ...,,,,
Suddenly she get up........ feel like she was back from trance........
Sana: sorry...,,, I will not ....,repeat it again......
saying she left from room.......
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dinner was done with complete silence ........ Sidhart was just looking at her all the time ........... but Sana didn't even look at her...........Sana gives him medicine........ and was about to left when Sid said
Sid: kb tk wapis aoo gi.....,umm ..... mga sona ha to .......
Sana: I will be in other room...... of you need some thing......... Call me.....
Sid: shehnaaz plzzzz.......... I need you......
Sana: call your manager...... he will arrange a night strand for you ...........
Saying this she left........
Her words was bitter but it's was a reality.......,,,,,,,
Sid sigh............ he was feeling empty without her......... his room was hunting him.......... but he was the one who is responsible for this..............
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In middle night Sana woke up and move toward his room to check him...... if he need any thing or not.....,,,,
She enter in his room and saw him mumbling something in his sleep........ she goes toward him...... and held his hand and rub it.......
sana: Sidhart relax...... wake up......
He was sweating badly.........
Sidhart get up with jerk..... and look at sana......
Sana: are you alright??????she asked with concerns
Sid: tm ku Chali gae thi....... bola tha naa mt jO......... ( he held her shoulder and make her toward him)
Sana was quit.........
Sid: mt jao  naaa..... ma pahla hi bht akala hu .....,..
Sana: I am here.......( she said not understanding what to say)
Sidhart: tm nahi hooo......  Nahi ho tm...... koi Nahi haa.......he was crying
Sana: Sidhart.........her voice came as a whisper.........
Sid: mujha b dard hota hA yrrr....,,, ma atna b heartless hu... ...,,.,,,,,,,, he was too emotional......... may be it's his time to burst out his pains.........
Sid: shehnaaz......... I want to share some thing........ plzzzz listen to me...... I want to reduce my pain ........,
Sana look toward him....... it's first time ....... he was willing to share something............ sana was looking at him in disbelief............
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