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I sat down next to Charli, and she looked at me.
Ellie: what?
Charli: are you sure that you want to do this?
Ellie: do what?
Charli: start from the beginning with him?
Ellie: oh, yeah!
She looked me.
Charli: I've been your bestfriend for a good 6 years, I know when something's up
Ellie: nothings up
Larray: bitch stop lying
Jackson: yeah bitch
I sighed and rolled my eyes.
Sam: you can talk to us you know
Ellie: I know I just...
Dom: you just?
Ellie: I just-, it doesn't matter...
Sam: yes, it does, I've known you longer than anyone else in this room has, if you don't want to talk to them, at least talk to me
Ellie: but nothing's wrong
Sam: really?
He looked at me, and I looked at him. He raised his eyebrows at me.
Ellie: fine, I'll talk
Jackson: about fucking time
Ellie: no, just to Sam
I felt kinda bad for Charli. She's the one the brought it up, and I feel like she wanted to talk to me about something aswell. I decided to go with Sam in the end. I stood up, and looked at Charli. She looked kinda disappointed in me. but why? why was she disappointed? I stopped and looked at her. She looked at me. Sam continued to walk into my room. I shook my head, and followed him. I'm just overthinking, I always do, that's what fucks me up all the time. anyway, I made my way into my room, and Sam was sat on the bed.
Sam: you ready to talk?
I nodded my head, and sat opposite him. He looked at me, and nodded.
Ellie: I guess I just feel like people will think that I'm being bitchy, like before he left, he said that our relationship was too 'toxic', but wouldn't that mean that I was too toxic, like I don't want to start again with him, and then the same thing happen again, and again. like, I don't want to do anything that will hurt him, and anything that will make him feel like I'm forcing him to be in a relationship with me. now I feel like I'm overthinking everything. like, am I toxic? I am aren't I?
I looked at Sam, and he had tears in his eyes.
Ellie: I am? aren't I?
Sam: NO YOU AREN'T YOUR FUCKING PERFECT, ELLIE, PLEASE STOP, YOUR NOT TOXIC AT ALL, YOU'RE NOT FORCING HIM, YOUR NOT BEING BITCHY, ITS YOUR THOUGHTS THAT FUCK YOU UP, ELLIE, YOUR PERFECT, OK?!
I looked at him, and tears filled my eyes. He looked at me, and opened his arms. I went into them, and he held me close.
Kayden: mommy?
I turned around, and flicked my tears away.
Ellie: hey baby, why are you awake?
Kayden: Sammy was yelling
Ellie: oh
I chuckled, and he ran towards me.
Kayden: are you owkay mommy?
Ellie: yup
I nodded at him, and held him close.
Sam: I'll go, and you can go to sleep, ok?
He nodded, and I laughed. Before he left, he looked at me.
Sam: you're gonna go out with him, and your gonna have fun. Ok?
I smiled, and him and nodded. He smiled and left the room. I looked at Kayden, and he looked at me.
Kayden: mommy?
Ellie: yeah?
Kayden: who are you gowing out with?
I smiled, and he looked confused.
Ellie: daddy...
His face lit up.
Kayden: REALLYY!?
I nodded at him, and smiled.
Kayden: does that mean that daddy can live with us now?
Ellie: not just yet, maybe in a few months, ok?
His face dropped a little, but he still smiled, and nodded his head.
Ellie: cmon, lets go to bed
He nodded, and I placed him in his bed. He sat up before I could tuck him in.
Kayden: can we pick your outfit out pweaseeee
He looked at me with puppy-eyes. How could I say no to that face? I smiled at him.
Ellie: ok then
He giggled, and ran over to my closet.

After much searching, we finally decided on this. It was comfy, and wasn't too ✨b l i n g✨

 It was comfy, and wasn't too ✨b l i n g✨

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