Part19

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Sana was numb........... now what......his words ........ not again.............
Sana: Sidhart............ ( she is not believing in her ears......... her voice comes as a whisper)
Sidhart: you shut up ....... I very well know......... you kind of girl.........just fuck out of there..........
Sans: wha...what...... my kind mean????  ( her voice cracked)
Sidhart: oooo don't be innocent........ you very well know what I meant.....
You kind of wh""re.......
Sana: stop Sidhart.........( she put her hands on her ears and shout)
Sidhart: why ........ because I am telling you about your dirty deeds......... don't you ashamed when you are having affair with Dr Rayan...... Kia kia krtii rahii hoo mera peecha........ asi lia jaan Chura rahii thi mg sa ......... Ku k ma na to tmhara sara kaaam rook dia tha naa....... yah yah Ganda kaam(he throw her mobile toward her).... rrrr pta ni kia kia krti rahii ho mera peecha........ kis kis k sttt mu Ganda kia.......... asii ho tm.......... you are a dirt...... garbage...... I don't like to even spit on you........ you are such a bitch...... bloody wh""re......
( his words are like fire which burns Sana in and out....)
Sana: stop Sidhart Shukla stop......... on what basis you are humiliating me....... blaming me haaa( she shout......... she can't take it any more........ his words broke her bubble of credulity..... illusion........ she was in illusion that he is changing........ she can change him...... her love change him......)
Sidhart: basis....... huh....... look at your mobile.........( he said with all the hate in his voice)
Sana look at the mobile........ her lock screen show two notifications of Dr Rayan........... she understood what he was talking about........
Sana: that's what you are thinking about me......( she said painfully....)
Sid: oh ...... Think about you......huh ...... you are not worth of it ....... I am Sidhart shukla ........ mera ak standard ha .......... tm jaise third class girls jo pta ni Kitna logo ka stt ......... ( he was cut by Sana)
Sana : bas Sidhart shukla....... just stop( she roar ........... her eyes was blood red .......... )
What do you think about your self.... haaa....... this messages.......( she unlock her phone and throw to him...... phone hit his chest....)
Check it..... ( she shout) ........ mana Dr Rayan ko bulaya tha ap ka checkup k lia ........ I was just thanking him....... you know what he was too much busy but he take out his time ........ he was doing a favor....... he is bhai friend....... i was just grateful to him........ because you are not just his only patient .......... I'm not giving you explanation........ because you are not worth of it........
( Sid look at screen and then Sana )
Sid: keep your voice low..... I can see that lust in his eyes...... and you are playing along with him ....... by smiling and blushing........ I am not stupid........
( he shout back)
Sana: ohhhh ........ who are you to blame any one Sidhart.......,. Who are you calling me a whore....... tm khud kia ho??????? .............. bhool gaya Shadi ki pahli ratt kia kya tha tm na ......... You fu"k  to some one........ apni biwi ko kamra sa nikal kr....... and this thing not happens once Mr shukla....... so what you wanna Call to your self..... malewh:re......... right na........
Sid : just shut up..... ( he yelled at her)
Sana: why shut up ........ now you shut up Mr shukla......... ab ku takleef ho rahi ha........ because it's truth.........
what you said....... my kind of girl.....
let me tell you what my kind means.......... Ma wo larki hu Sidhart jisa tm na pahli ratt hi kamra sa bahar nikala kesii rrr k stt sona k lia ......... Pr mena uff Nahi kia.........., you humiliated mean ........ but I was in illusion that may be you change...... one day ........... you know why......... because I always keep my feelings .... my body .... my soul save ....... for my husband........ for you ........ but you crushed me .......... ( Sana was shouting and Sid was just looking at her and trying to engulf her words .......... it was first time some one showing his reality)
Sana: you Sidhart Shukla.......... you are very proud of yourself haaaaa....... you know who I am ............ i am daughter of Rustam Gill....... you better know who he is.............. and you are very well known by my importance as well ............ Tm jaisa lakh ghomata hA mera aga peecha.......... but it is my standard that I never even look at them ........ I am that kind of girl ......... with dignity........
and your standard.......... your standard is ...... you have to book a girl ....... for your pleasure...... you standard is this you only want a girl who is good in bed....,,..... this is your standard...........
Sid: just stop Sana.......( his voice was low......... he is not able to take it more)
Sana: no Mr shukla noooo........ today you have to hear .......... you called me dirt ........ garbage........... so tell me who you are.......... you are more then a dirt............. you said me that I am curse on your life haaaa......... you are curse for your own self........... it's yours deeds .......... your dirty deeds for which you are taking this punishment............ it's from God ............ but you never understand.............. you only think about your self............ you are bad ....... very bad......( her roaring voice cracked at last sentence)
Sid: atna bura lgta hu to Chali jatiii ......... ( he said looking at other side) ku Nahi gae jb bola tha to.......
Sana: ku k ....... ku k mohabt ho gae thi mga tm sa..........                                             
(her voice cracked......... she sat on the floor with thud............her tears start flowing......... her heart is already broken............ Sidhart instantly look at her........ her confession and devastated state shake him....... completely shake him.....)
Sana: but I'm ashamed......... ashamed that I love you........... you crashed me ...... my heart........my body..... my soul....... my self respect..........my each and every thing........... but still                  (she smile with bitterness with tears continuously flowing from her eyes........ Sidhart want to go to her ...... hold her ........ hug her....... but he can't........... he was not able to stand....... )
Sana: you don't even know Sidhart....... what love is......... you only think about yourself......... you have only you in your life.......... only you........
Sid: Sana listen ...........( first time his voice cracked)
( Sana stop him by showing her hand)
Sana: no .......Sidhart....... ab Nahi .......  ma hi pagal thi ....,...... jo  tm sa mohabt kr bethi........  saza mil gae na mgaa.... hA Sidhart........ atni kafi ha naaa...... Nahi shayad abii rrr b ha...........

Ab to awaz b do ga to Nahi ayaaa ga.........
Totnaa wala qayamt si ada rakhta hai........

Sid: Sana plzzzz....stop.....( he pleaded to stop...... The Sidhart shukla pleaded)
Sana: ku ....... tmha to khushi honii chahya na sidhart.......... you royally broke a girl....... but still she is in love with you...........Hana Sidhart..........
( she was crying like hell now....... crying on her faith...... crying to love a wrong person......... crying on her broken heart ........ crying on his worse words........ crying on her devastated state........)
Sid : I .....i am ...sorry......
Sana: no ..... no ..... it's not your fault......... it's my fault.......and it's all my punishment for loving a person like you........ I deserve this........
( her painful words was pinching him like a needle in his heart)

Sid: Sana abhi tm apna hosh ma Nahi ho....... plz tm abi chup ho jao rrr apna room ma jao........( he don't want to face her........ don't want to look at her......... once he look...... he know he will never control himself........ he will broke down infront of her..,..,,,,)
Sana: na...... na.... hosh ma to ab iii hu......
Abhi hi to hosh aya ha...........
(Sana get up from floor......... wipes her tear..........and take her phone .......and dialed a number)
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