I'm weird, I know..

01/3/15

        Oh gosh.. So lets see new years was hell. My family got into this huge argument and are still arguing... What a GREAT way to start the new year, right? /.- . Gosh plus school is starting up again and I just wanna cry. I love and hate school.. I just can't handle preps.. They just irritate me so much..

        Anyways, one of my best friends Journey is moving away to a whole new state the 9th of this month. I'm going to miss her sooooo badly! We went to the movies with all of our friends and saw The Woman In Black 2 . It wasn't that good, considering it was basically like the 1st one.. Oh plus we almost got kicked out of the theaters because people were complaining that we were being "too loud".

        My sorta crush on my friends brother is turning into a nightmare, he is a total flirt with all the girls so I just feel stupid for even thinking i might have had a chance. I just don't know what to do anymore.. I need to get over him, but I mean how?

                 My family is just so complicated.. Plus I hate this fued they have going on against m uncle's wife. Everytime I get close with one of my family members BOOM! Some stuoid fight happens and I can't tallk with them anymore.. This is the second time it happens and I hate it.. I hate these stupid fights, they make me want to slap some sense into my family but nooo I can't do that beacause I'll get into a hell of a lot of trouble.But you know what? I'm going to takl to those family members I'm not supposed to talk to. My family shouldn't be able to tell me who i can't talk to within my own damn family!

        Its around 3am when I write this and I need sleep. but I just needed to get some things off my chest..