It was 7am and breakfast started at 8. Shinso woke up with his arm stinging. He gets up and heads to the bathroom and hops in the shower. About 30 minutes later he comes out and gets ready (teeth, hair, clothes, phone) and by the time he's done its 8am. He really didnt wanna go so he decided to wait an hour.
1 hour later ;-; :)
Shinso looks at the time and its 9am so he decides to get going.
And since i suck as writing as a story tell back to shinsos PoV it is (dONT KILL MEH)
i head to the kitchen so see most of my class mates eating and having a good time. I.decide to head to the back and sit there listening to music as Mr.Aizawa isn't here yet and i can't imagine eating without a reason. I start listening to the song reasons to stay when half way threw i feel a tap on my shoulder. I flinch and take out my headphones from my ears and turn around to see who it is. To my surprise its Mr.Aizawa with some toast and orange juice. "Great" i mutter under my breath.
Mr.Aizawas PoV ;-;
I come down from helping Ashido and i see a familiar over sized hoodie listening to music not eating. I grab some toast and a cup of orange juice and tap him on the shoulder. He flinched but then took out his headphones. When he saw me he mumbled something i couldn't hear. I place the food in front of him and sit opposite him making sure he eats. He looks at it and picks up his drink. After he drank about half of it he puts it down and picks up some toast. He goes to eat but stops. "Sir I'm really not hungry do i have to eat this?" He asks. "Shinso Hitoshi if you do not eat this i can and will feed it to you like you are 3 years old and i really do NOT think you would like that now would you." I say in an angry tone. Shinso flinched at his name and starting eating.
This is such strange behavior. I think i might put a mental health week in next week to make sure everything is ok with him. To bad his quirk is mind control. Maybe i can get monoma to copy his quirk and get the truth out of him.
When i get out of my mind i see Shinsos plate with 3 slices of toast and a crust along with half of his juice. "he ran away again"
TIME SKIP NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Shinso PoV
I was having a nightmare before i was woken up by my stupid alarm. School starts at 8am and its 6:45am. I get out of bed and head straight to the bathroom. I got ready and all that. 30 minutes lasc ter and i was done. Breakfast we starts at 7:30 so i have a little time. I was listening to music when i looked at the time. "CRAP ITS 7:28 I GOTTA BE THERE IN 2 MINUTES" i rushed up and ran to the kitchen. Luckily i was on the first floor and Mr.Aizawa is always a little late. It was 7:32 when i arrived and a lot of the class was there but no Mr.Aizawa. I quickly rushed to the back of the kitchen to an empty table and continued with my music. Mr.Aizawa didn't come but Mr.Mic did. I didn't think anything off it until he sat down opposite me. I wasn't paying attention and i just kept my head down until i heard "hey little listener are you alright?" My head slowly rose up. "Me? Oh i uh I'm fine"
End of PoV
"Are you sure. You look tired and sad" mic said in a comforting voice going to hold Shinsos arms to comfort him but when he placed his hand on his right arm the poor boy flinched.
Mics PoV
I went to hold the boys arms but he flinched when i touched it. "Hey are you alright? Did i hurt you? Do you want me to take a look?" I asked wanting to make sure he was ok because Shota has been going on about how worried he is. "HUH YEAH IM FINE. YOU DIDN'T HURT ME AND NO ITS FINE YOU DON'T NEED TO LOOK" the poor boy said clearly panicked "hey hey hey Shinso calm down. I really think i should take a look at your arms every time someone touches them you flinch" Shinso was clearly not liking that idea but i feel like someone needs to look.
I get out my phone to text shota.
M: still no luck i think we are going to go with your original plan
A: ok you're still coming in to help right?
M: of course i look at these kids like they are our own and i don't want any of them to be suffering.
A: good i could use the extra help thanks bae.
M: no problem
I put my phone away and get up and look over Shinsos shoulder. He is listening to a song called my r. I know about that song. He is definitely depressed. I get my phone out and text Shota again.
M: in the session play the music box version of my r and see if anyone knows it.
A: let me guess you saw Shinso listening to it?
M: yeah. Like before you check their arms play the song.
A: will do
LATER IN CLASS REEEEEEEEEEE ;-; NOBODYS POV VSJSSHSJSJD
all the students arrive in class and Mr.Aizawa said they could sit anywhere preferably next to a friend. Shinso didn't have any friends so he just sat in the back on his own until a familiar blonde came up to him. "Hey Shinso its me kaminari from the other night. I wanted to say sorry again i really didn't mean it." Kaminari explained. "Why are you apologizing again i know it was an accident" Shinso said looking into the blondes sad eyes. "REALLY?! well can i sit next to you. Please?" Shinso laughed slightly "sure"
Aizawa PoV
So class this week is mental health week. We will start off with playing a song. Presses play on my r music box when mic walks in
End of POV short ik -_-
Shinsos PoV
CRAP WHY THIS SONG. Mr.Mic started walking around asking if anyone knew it. But nobody did. Apart from me. "Remember if you do know it and you don't say so you could get in trouble so if any of you do know it sing at the course" mic explained. When the course came i whispered under my breath "hey don't do it.. Please" it wasn't loud enough for anyone to hear but if you was looking at me you could tell that's what i said. I went back to day dreaming after when i heard Mr.Aizawa call my name which made my flinch. "Shinso you know the song don't you" i didn't know what to say. "I uh yeah.." I said shyly avoiding all the looks i was getting.
End of PoV
Aizawas PoV
Right class that's enough of that. Shinso stay behind after class. Now we will split the class in half to check your arms. Mic you take the left side of the class I'll take the right.
Mics PoV
I did that class from the front row to the last. Midoriya had a few scars todoroki had a scratch and a couple scars nothing serious. Finally i got to Shinso. I called him up and he was clearly terrified. I was about to roll up his sleeve when he basically begged me to let him go after class. I agreed and sent him back to his set
End of PoV
Time skip end of class uwu
Aizawa called shinso to the front of the class and asked if he was ok and asked for the truth. Shinso sighed "i don't know" mic and Aizawa where confused but let it go.
"Shinso take off your blazer" mic said calmly. Shinso sighed and slowly began taking it off revealing the cuts he had made. Once it was off completely Aizawa grabbed his right arm and started reading the words.
"Shinso.. Are you gay?" Mic asked worried. "I um i guess.."
"Is that why you did this to yourself?" Aizawa asked tightly holding Shinsos arm.
"Its not the only reason. Now i have to go" and like that Shinso was no longer in the class.
YOU ARE READING
feelings
Fanfictionnot my art i just edited it to make it match the story. Hitoshi Shinso is a 15 year old male who is being abused at home and has feelings nobody should have to deal with alone, only trouble is he is alone or so he thinks. grape fuck gets kicked out...
