feelings

i can't take it-

Yep still Shinsos PoV ;-;
I couldn't take it. Mr.Aizawa will catch on sooner or later. I headed to the kitchen. I made sure i had my hoodie on. When i got there i saw 3 people. One had a bird head another had yellow hair with a black lightning bolt in it and the the other was half red and half white. I didn't stand out but since there were 4 of us i was noticed. The lightning bolt guy came up to me.
End of PoV (i know shocking)

Kaminari went up to the purple insomniac. "Hello my name is Denki Kaminari I'm the electrical hero and that over there with the red and white hair is Shoto Todoroki the fire AND ice hero and that over there is Fumikage Tokoyami the shadow hero. What's your name and your quirk?"

Shinso was shocked they had such cool quirks. "Uh I'm Hitoshi Shinso I'm the brainwashing hero" he said his quirk really quite only someone with the best hearing could hear him.

"OHHH YOU'RE SHINSO HITOSHI FROM CLASS 1C YOUR QUIRK IS MIND CONTROL. YOUR QUIRK IS PLUS ULTRA!" The off brand Pikachu was excited

"Kaminari calm down you're going to lose control of your quirk and electrocute the poor boy. Sorry about him. I'm todoroki nice to meet you"

. "Uhh ni-nice to meet you too"

"So Shinso are you excited for school tomorrow?"

"I guess but more nervous. How did you act when you first started school?"

"Oh i um. I don't think ya wanna repeat that-"

"Oh ok.. Sorry"

"Don't apologize. I'll tell you how i was. I kept to myself im pretty sure i didn't talk to anyone for the first week or so. The only reason people knew i was there was because i stood out so much and people recognized me as endeavours son. I was rude and mean" todoroki explained kind of embarrassed.

"Wait.. You're endeavours son-?"

"Sadly. Anyway its really late i should head to bed. It was nice talking to you"

"Yeah fair enough. Night"

Todoroki went back to his dorm and Shinso went into the cooking area. Tokoyami and Kaminari where talking and not paying attention so Shinso could grab a knife. I shoved it in his sleeve and went to leave but before he could get out the door Mr.Aizawa had came into the kitchen. Shinso was scared.

Aizawa PoV
I went into the kitchen to tell the remaining students to go to sleep. No surprise tokoyami and kaminari where there but also a boy in an over sided hoodie. Most likely Shinso. All i could see was his mouth but i could tell he was scared. "You three its late go to your dorms" when i said that i heard tokoyami say revelry in the dark then walked off. Kaminari wasn't happy he waved his arms up losing control of his electricity hitting Shinso on the arm. He clearly felt bad and said sorry about 30 times before running up to the boy. When the electricity hit Shinso he flinched but before kaminari could run up to him to see if he was ok Shinso just said "its fine" and ran off.

Kaminari felt so bad that he was actually crying. I went over to him and hugged him "shh shh don't worry it was only 1 bolt and it was only his arm. Don't worry he'll be fine it'll only be a little burn nothing recovery girl can't fix. After i said that he calmed down a little. "Sir do you think he'll forgive me?" He asked me quietly. "Im not sure he is a pretty distant person from what I've seen but he doesn't seem like to type to hold grudges." He smiled and asked if i could check on him. "Of course i will. Go to your dorm wash your face and head to bed its only Saturday so you have another day off" i replied letting go of the hug. He smiled and left.

I headed to Shinsos dorm hoping he would be there. I knocked on the door and i head things shuffling and then a slammed door or draw.

Shinso PoV (from when he ran out of the kitchen)
I ran out of the kitchen in pain. I rushed straight to my dorm. When i got there i closed the door and locked it. I went into the bathroom and locked it. I rolled up my right sleeve and took the knife out of my left sleeve. It left a few scratches. I held my arm out and started carving words into my skin.

Faggot
Bitch
Villain
Cunt
Fake
Worthless
Useless
Dumb
Good for nothing
Not good enough

When i finished i washed the knife and put it in my draw and washed away the blood. I went back into my room and rolled up my left sleeve revealing the burn mark and a few scratches. I touch the burn mark left by kaminari. He was really sorry but im happy he did it. I touched it. It only took the first layer of skin off. I got out a razor i kept in my draw as well as some tissue. I was about to go over the burn when there was a knock at the door.  I quickly shoved everything into my draw and slammed it shut and pulled my sleeve down. Unbothered to put my hood up i opened the door.
End of PoV

Shinso opened the door to see a worried teacher. "Are you ok shinso? I heard something slam" Shinso was worried "i uh yeah" Aizawa was still worried about him. "Let me see the burn mark" he said. Shinso took a deep breath and rolled up his left sleeve revealing the burn mark and loads of small scratches and scars.

Aizawa PoV
Shinso rolled up his sleeve revealing the burn mark , scratches and scars. I was deeply concerned. I asked what they are from. "Training" he said in a monotone voice. "Hmm ok now let me take a look at that mark" i said grabbing his arm gently. I looked at the mark. It didn't look serious. "Ok its nothing serious. Ya know kaminari feels really bad he thinks that you won't like him and he's the kid who wants to be friends with everyone" i explained. Shinso looked shocked. He basically said "who would want to be my friend" with out saying anything. "There's no reason to hold a grudge it was an accident i did say it was fine and there's really no reason for him to be upset im used to it" Shinso explained. I gave him a worried look. He must of realized what he said "i didn't mean like im used to it like it happens to me im just used to getting hurt because of training" he sounded panicked. "Yeah you did say it was fine but you seem like distant so he didn't know but you don't seem like you would hold a grudge against people." I went on to say. Shinso looked down and said "yeah i guess" i put a mental note to try and find out what's up with him he's clearly hiding something. "Its late go to sleep. Make sure you come to breakfast i don't think you've eaten today other then that yogurt. If you don't eat i will spoon feed you on my own" i saw Shinso sigh. "Ok sir. Goodnight" the sad boy said and closed the door.