Chapter 1 : Same Ol Mistakes

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D O R R I S

1 : 3 7 A. M.

D O R R I S

1 : 3 7  A. M.

Auguring with the love of your life at dead in the morning while driving in the rain isn't something you suspect to happen. It's even worse when they try to put you in the wrong for admitting what's true, unfortunately Dorris is doing that. Dorris is gone for who knows how long and I'm constantly worried and it's like he doesn't give a shit

It's like my worries don't matter to him

"Dorris why do you keep on lying to me, please just listen to me god dammit." I banged my head against the head seat


"Baby, I am listening and hearing you loud and clear. You're accusing me of cheating on you and I am not." His tone held hate as he spoke I coukd hear him him hiss afterwards gripping the steering wheel

I sighed rubbing my hands over my face

"Then you say that because I've blowed up your phone over and over never answering them." Dorris  whispers, a nervous lump stopping at his throat.  I gave him a side eye

"No big deal," Elias adds,

Water  droplets hit the car windows as they drive onwards. The skies are overhung with a blanket of grey, so much so that neither of them can barely tell the difference between the sky and clouds.

Despite car rides feeling tedious, the rain commonly would calm Elias down - He'd usually watch raindrops race down to the windows. The occasional wave of a puddle can be exciting to him, but he'd  rather be outside in those puddles than stuck in this car with me.


"I'm getting fed up with you saying that it's a huge big deal to me when you don't physically tell me where you are." my bored state was increasing

"It is a huge deal, Especially when you think I'm cheating on you when I'm not, why can't you trust me uh." Dorris tells me as he parks the car in front of our apartment for two years

I rolled my eyes as Dorris gets out and closes his door walking over to my side opening the door for me. As he always dose it's thoughtful of him too since I have flats and it's raining hard he dose it for sure. But it doesn't give him a pass on his behavior today

He closed the door while taking my hand walking to our door he takes out the keys setting them in. The door opens revealing Bailey jumping on his leg he smiles picking her up gushing all over her.

I kicked off shoes and took off my coat  "I do trust you it's just that..." I trailed off Dorris held a sympathy expression onto his face

"That I'm never here?" Look, Elly, I apologize for missing out on you and for acting inappropriately toward you.  I'll vow to spend more time here with you.." Dorris replies as he presses his massive hand onto my slender ones

" Are you certain?" When I questioned him, his eyes rolled.

"Yes, of course, why would I lie to you." Knowing the solution, I decided to shrug and release Bailey from his grasp before going to our shared room. She was curled up against my arms and I laid her gently onto the bed

I took off my clothes  changing  into shorts and T- shirt. I was planning to go to bed but Dorris came up behind me whispering into my ear.

"You don't believe me don't you." He clicked his tongue

"How about i prove it." He adds on,

I scowled as he continued, "I'll remain at home with you every day and spend time with you. Bailey can travel with us as well. " He responds with a smile that although it would be lovely to take Bailey, but it would be impossible to find  locations that are pet-friendly.


I turned to face him and marveled at his stunning dark brown eyes. "Let's go to bed, okay?" He was stunned by what I said but I could tell there was a hint of irritation

"By the looks of your face I can tell that you're pissed. Maybe you should know how it feels like when your loved ones aren't coming back everyday." I shut him down on that and rocked my shoulder against his feeling more irritated.

I flattened my body on the bed, heard the light flicker, and then felt his presence next to me. Even though I was in pain, I let the tears fall into the pillow since Dorris wouldn't notice. 



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I felt a gentle rub on my shoulder and I groaned, starting to move around. He wasn't giving me a break I knew I had to get up, sitting up and rubbing my eyes so they could adjust to the bright light. I looked over to my right and saw Elias.

I stared down at his legs I wasn't in a mood to look or talk to him. I'm still hurt from last night. He's always been distant from me; he wasn't like this before.

He would often be by me telling me all of these sweet words which I hardly hear anymore. It makes me feel so lost in the world. I was his world but I've been dragged into a maze of it finding a way to get him to love me again

"Good morning." He says with his morning voice

I groaned in response

"Why are you so up early in the morning it's only 7 am," I told him tritely he places me on his lap I'm worried about what he was going to say next. He would often go over to this friend's house and then comes back home so late I'm here alone in this apartment of ours.

"Today is you and me. The day after what happened last night I feel guilty not being around you for so long. I want you to give me a second chance." He pleads I rolled my eyes I'm always giving him too many second chances I don't know what else to do anymore I try my best to keep this relationship stable but nothings working though

"Doris I-I don't know."

"Come on just imagine you and me hanging out together doing the stuff you love to you just like the old times we had. I promise I'll only focus on you." He says with lit eyes while mine are unhappy and suspicious , his eyes scream for mercy and compassion.

I exhaled, hoping that his assertions were accurate, and he smiled brightly, kissing me and startling me


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Edited: 7/ 16 / 23

This story will not take on the alpha and omega anymore it just didn't fit well to me

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