I ran into the house as fast as I could so I could escape Shawn. He ran after me and as soon as he got inside, he grabbed my arm. I cried as his strong hand was digging into my cuts through my sleeve. "What's wrong?" He asked sincerely. "Nothing." I cried as I ran into the bathroom. I locked the door and sat against the bathtub. It was time once again, to cut my arm again. One, for Kailyn's sake. One, for Shawn ditching me for that whore. One, because I hate myself. And three for being ugly,fat and annoying. I drew with silver and it came out red, magic. Shawn never even cared about me!
Jenn ran into the bathroom 20 minutes ago. Why did she cry when I grabbed her arm? JENN CUTS HERSELF! I'm such an idiot! I need to save my sister! "JENN!!!" I screamed as I pounded on the door. "JENN OPEN THE DOOR!" I screamed with anger. "JENNIFER MARIE ROBERTS!!!!" Wow, I screamed her full name. I sound like Mom. I smashed the door so hard it fell open. I ran in as fast as possible, seeing Jenn laying on the floor. Her arm sliced up and covered in blood. I picked her up, layed her on my bed and wrapped her arm. She was still breathing normally, thank god! I put her on her bed and I shut the door after turning the lights off. This is all my fault! I'm the worlds worst brother. I can't believe I caused this! I heard the door open, I saw Jenn. I ran up to her and hugged her tighter than ever. "Jenn I'm so sorry I did this to you! This is all my fault!" I said as tears ran down my face. "Shawn it's okay. I should've told you I cut myself. It's hard to tell the people I love the most about these kinds of things. I don't wanna hurt you." Jenn says as she grabs my arm and sits me on the couch next to her. She told me her story. She told me everything. I know we just met today, but she is my sister and she is the best sister ever. "I love you Jenn." I said as I smiled to her. "I love you too Shawn." she says which for some reason, made me tear up a little. I'm so happy she's alive. But I still like Kailyn. Was Kailyn the cause of Jenn cutting herself?
Hey Guys! Sorry this chapter wasn't as long as I wanted it to be. I have two school projects due in 4 days and I haven't started either of them yet! So, I'm going to try and update as soon as I can. Can we get this to 100+ reads pleeeeaaassseee??? Okayyyy byeeeeee -Shea
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Protective Older Brother|Shawn Mendes FanficFanfiction
After being bullied for years, Jenn Roberts finds her long lost brother Shawn Mendes, She can tell him everything and anything. Shawn always had Jenn's back and always stood up for her. And obviously people listen to him cause he's the quarterback f...