the girl i should have loved

i felt myself tied to him in every way possible and i felt my body  numb with the heat of the moment my hands were twilring threw his hair as we were oh so passoinitly i could feel him rubbing his finger tips on my back every touch felt like the fire inside me got bigger and bigger i felt aaron pull away form the unsepprable kiss "why did u stop aaron" i said with a confuzzed look "we cant be doing this tamie its not right your my best friend" i could see the pain in his eyes as he said it "so what i love you and u know this" i thought he did feel the same as me "i-i-i know but i just" i cut him off "you dont feel the same way do you" i saw him frown "tamie how could you ever think i dont feel the same way you know i do" i looked at him confussed "what your not making any sense aaron" wtf is he saying i thought to myself  "i-im trying to say that your my best friend and we have been for years i just cant do this its not right " i felt my eyes to swell up with tears "i dont under stan-st-stand i-i thought you li-liked me" a tear started to roll down my face he grabbed me into a hug "tamie u just have to understand i dont wnt to risk are friendship all just for a stupid hook up"i felt more tears come down i grabbed my bag and thing and walked to the door as he followed i opened the door and with out facing him said "looks like u already did ruin are friend ship" and i slamed the door shut and ran home which was 10 blocks away i heard aaron yelling for me but i didnt respond and after about 3 blocks i stopped and just broke down in the middle of the road crying i could feel my heart breaking into 2 peices i just couldnt take it

AARONS PROV:

when i heard the words "looks like you did ruin are friend ship" come out of her mouth i could feel pain come threw my whole body and made me ache every where my heart was split into 2

the next morning i woke up and went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror i could see my eyes were red because i barley got any sleep last night i got my phoe out and called my buddie dylan so he could give me a lift because i didnt have a car yet my parents where cheep asses and usally tamie drove me to skool but i guess thats not gonna hapen any more i got ready and i went downstairs while i was eating breakfast i heard dylans car beep so i got up and ran out the door i threw my bag in the back and hopped in and he drove away "so why isnt tamie taken you to skool today"dylan asked with a confussed face "a little fight thats all" i didnt want to give him all the details because knowing him he whould let it go around the whole skool. "oh ok" he said with a weird look i couldnt make out  then we got to skool i saw tamie walk out of her car so sexy i couldnt help but stare.......

sorry guys i have dance and cant finnish it but i guess there will be more to come for you guys love ya <3,bekah