“Thanks for the pills," Becca said. "So it’s Saturday, right?”

“No it’s Sunday darling” I replied to her who was lying next to me.

“Sunday” Louis asked, shocked.

“Yes…and its 6 pm” I said reading the time on my laptop.

“6 pm, holy…does anyone remember ANYTHING from last night?” Louis said putting his head on his hands.

“I remember getting to the club, drinking, and then dancing with you Lou, and then I remember you freaked out because you saw Emma with Nathan and you wanted to punch him…”

“Oh yeah I remember!” Louis agreed with Eleanor who was sitting down on the floor.

“I remember getting out of the club and then we were dancing…I remember every time Nathan tried to make a move we stopped him” Louis said smiling at me.

I looked at him and sighed.

“So I didn’t cheat?”

“Nope, I kinda stopped you too and every time he got closer you would say ‘I have a boyfriend’” Becca replied.

I sighed again moving the laptop to the side, getting up and grabbing my phone.

“So I didn’t cheat???” I ran my fingers through my hair.

“No…you didn’t babe” Nathan said.

How come he cheats on me but I don’t? Even when I was drunk I was still aware that he existed. I wouldn’t hurt him. Do I even love him?

“Emma are you alright, love?” Louis said looking at me with a worried expression.

“If by alright you mean not heartbroken because Harry fucking cheated on me then NO I’m not alright” I snapped, storming out of the room with tears on my eyes.

Why am I crying? I don’t cry over boys. But it hurt too much and I couldn’t stop the tears.

I stopped and leaned against the wall, looking at the phone I had on my hand. I checked my messages ignoring the one that had the picture.

“Emma?” It was Becca.

I looked up and saw her standing in front of me, offering me her hand. I grabbed it and hugged her.

“You love him” She said in my ear.

“I don’t!” I said pulling away from the hug, pacing around the hall.

“Emma, you don’t cry unless you want something or unless you love someone”

I shook my head. I don’t love him.

“Let’s go to my room,” she said taking my hand, guiding me to her room.

We walked to the next floor and at the end of the hall was her room. She opened the door and let me in. I immediately jumped to the bed and patted the spot next to me. She smiled at me and lay on the bed, silence filled the room.

“Do you remember when Steven broke up with me?”

“That’s impossible to forget… I drove to his house and slapped him and then I went to your house” I said sniffing but laughing a little.

“Yeah…” She chuckled but continued. “I was convinced he didn’t mean to hurt me. I loved him and I thought he loved me…but-“

“Don’t…don’t say it please. I don’t want to hear it. Let’s just sleep” I said.

She pulled me closer giving me a side hug, I smiled.

“I love you Em”

“I love you too B”

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