Renesmees Note Book (WATTY AWARDS 2011 VOTE GUYS!!!)

Jelously, Guilt, Love

Carlisle invited Crystal to come back to the house with us. She of course agreed to her old friends invite and walked back with us.

 The pack including Jake went back to La push. He told me I might want some alone time with my family in welcoming Jason back plus he didn't trust Crystal. So, the family all gathered into the family room and start to welcome Jason back by hugging.

When it came to my turn I slapped him around the cheek. He looked shocked at me and I frowned "why did you leave!" I demanded.

"im sorry Neisse"

It felt good to be hearing his voice again.

"wear did you go!" I asked my voice calm but firm.

"I went to England....will you forgive me Renesmee"

I looked up at him and gave a warmer smile "okay" I opened my arms out form him and he hugged me tightly. His cool lips touched my forehead and then he get go as Crystal walked over and kissed Jason's cheek. "its so good to see you again dear Jason"

"and you Crystal" he said, smiling brightly at her.

I felt a stab of jealously as Jason looked warmly at Crystal. The two of them then went off to talk to Carlisle. Sighing, I curled up on the couch and watched the T.V. Emmett sat down next to me and put his large arm around me. "what's up Kido, I thought you would be happy with Jason being back."

"I am but....he's to busy with Crystal to notice me"

"ahh somebody's jealous!" grinned Emmett.

"im not Jealous!"

"hmm yes you are"

"AM NOT!"

"okay, okay" he grinned "look, if you want to get to him, go and hang out with him...just don't let your dad hear that I told you" he grinned "I would like to keep my arms"

I giggled a little and smiled.

A few days later crystal and Jason had both settled back into Cullen life. Crystal and Carlisle told us all storys of when they wear in the volturi together and their time wondering just before Carlisle went to the hospital and met my farther.

 Jason was sitting next to me as they told the story, an arm around my shoulders. I felt relaxed but guilty. I could only begin to imagine the fight that would take place if Jake caught us now. Sighing, I got up and walked outside.

I rested my body agenst a tree and looked out towards the forest. Jason came out and leaned next to me. "are you okay Ness?" he asked. I nodded and smiled "yeah...im glad you came back"

"so am I...I missed you Renesmee"

I felt my heart flutter. "I missed you to" I whispered.

He gave me a warm smile then slowly leaned in.

I leaned in as well when our lips met. We kissed for a heartbeat then pulled away. We looked into each others eyes then kissed again, this time more passionate. "I love you Renesmee" he whispered

"I love you to Jason"

Then he lifted me up and carryed me to the forest

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Hey Guys, so sorry it took so long, i had massive wrighters block!! what did you think, sorry its so short!!!