Y/N threw herself on the soft comfy bed. She stared blankly at the ceiling and let out a heavy sigh. It's been a week since you left SKZ's walls and moved into BTS. They are nice and good too but you can't deny the fact that SKZ members are far more comfortable to be with.
Jimin is really sweet and nice towards you also the team's maknae. Jeon Jungkook, who has small minimalist tattoos on his knuckles. It looks cool though. Then, you started drifting away from reality.
Y/N's mind started flashing all the memories back. Hwang Hyunjin, are you even thinking of me? That's the only question has been lingering into her mind. Is he even thinking about how she's feeling right now? Is he even worried about you?
No. He doesn't care anymore. He has forgotten about you. Even though BTS members are making you laugh and smile, it's not enough to forget about the guy you love the most. She may smile and laugh but no one knows if it's fake or not. But one thing is real— she's missing him.
***
"Kkami, put that back in my closet." Hyunjin ordered his dog, Kkami. He is sitting on the edge of his bed, watching his dog wiggle its tail. Strange. Hyunjin thought to himself.
Ever since that girl named Y/N left, his dog acted so strange like—Kkami started whimpering in the middle of the night, barking and as if was looking for someone in the kitchen, the bathroom and the living room, even in Hyunjin's closet the dog always pull out an oversized hoodie and bring it to him without any reason.
Kkami also found a hair tie underneath his bed the other day. It looks like a girl's hair tie. But Hyunjin has no idea where it came from and who's the owner of it. But there's one girl im his mind— Y/N. Hyunjin shook his head to shrug off the thoughts in his head.
"Arf!" Kkami barked again, and Hyunjin frowned at the sight of his dog. Kkami is holding a pink bunny slippers in its mouth. Pink bunny slippers? Hyunjin frowned in confusion, it's a girl's slippers. And he don't remember buying a pink slippers.
"Bunny slippers, huh?" Hyunjin mumbled, holding the slipper and thinking deep. The dog barked again and jumped over his lap. Hyunjin smiled and fell on the bed with Kkami on top of him.
"Kkami!" Hyunjin's voice toned high and frowned his eyebrows in annoyance. His dog just kept on snuggling into the pocket of his sweatpants. He gave up and just slid his hand on the pocket and see what he got in there.
He frozed and stared right at the diamond ring on his palm. He gulped as his heart started beating faster and louder. Kkami bark and bark again as if the dog is trying to tell him something about the ring. And then, it hit him.
His vision started blurring and his head started aching. It's aching so bad and memories started flashing into his head. He's also hearing voices, it's a girl's familiar voice. He can't understand what's happening.
But maybe, just maybe, his memories of Y/N are coming back at him.
That night wherein they go for a long walk. Hands intertwined. The moon and stars are watching from above us. The night where they both confessed their love for each other. The night where he pressed his lips against her.
He remembers that feeling. He misses her. He don't understand. The image of a girl is in his mind right now, but he just couldn't figure out who she is. Hyunjin then again, messed his hair and closed his eyes as memories started flashing back again.
That morning when he fell off the couch, she pushed him off. She glared at him, as if he has done something really terrible. And he was right. He planted so many soft kisses on her neck. He also left her a mark, declaring that her as his. Only his.
It's all blurred. He can't figure out who that girl is. Is it Soyeon? No, she's dead few years ago. "Fuck, who are you really?" Hyunjin groaned and mumbled. Kkami on the other hand, whimpered and snuggled closer to his owner's arms.
“I will always love you. Even the whole universe knows how much I love and adore you.”
What's her name? What's her name, again? Kim- what? She has this long wavy hair, soft skin and soft lips. Hyunjin unconsciously touched his lips, something feels so familiar. It feels like he has kissed someone with the most soft and sweet lips. Her vanilla and strawberry faint scent. It's all familiar.
“M-Marry me, baby?”
“Yes. I will marry you, just please stay alive for me!”
Marry who? Is it why he has this ring? Is it why Y/N give him back the ring? Because Y/N is the girl he love the most.
“You may not remember me for now, but as soon as your memories of me come back, don't hesitate to find me and take me back.”
“HYUNJIN!”
"AARGH!" Hyunjin groaned as he brushed his fingers onto his mullet hair. He knows it all. He knows what happened. He knows who that girl is. He remembered it all. "Y/N.." he whispered, eyes closed. Kkami barked at him and wiggled its tail. It was as if the dog know he would remember her.
His memories are back, but the girl he loves isn't.
"Fuck it, Hwang Hyunjin!" Hyunjin yelled and scolded himself as he sat up the bed. He wants Y/N back, his girl. He look at the ring and safely put it in his pockets. "Y/N, baby wait for me.." he mumbled and stand up.
He's missing her. He's missing his girl. He wants her back. He's taking her back. Hyunjin was an idiot. He started remembering what he did the last time he saw Y/N.
He yelled at her because he got mad when he read that her father was the one who took his Dad's life. Hyunjin's heart aches as he remembered the pain in Y/N's eyes that time. He promised himself that he will not do anything that could hurt Y/N's feelings but he failed. Now he's blaming himself for it.
And the look of Y/N when she took off the ring and gave it back to him. It hurts. He's the reason why Y/N is hurting right now. But forget about that.
Hwang Hyunjin is back to find and take his girl back.
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a/n: this book is nearly ending.
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