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*Jenn's POV*   

Today was the first day back at school after winter break. Great, I can't wait to be shoved and kicked again. I woke up around 5 in the morning. I took a nice hot shower which was supposed to be nice but the hot watewr burned my arms because of all the cuts. Yes, I self harm. It has been 3 years since I started, I was 13. My inspiration is Demi Lovato, I don't see why people hate her so much. Anyways, after my shower, I put my full face of makeup on which took around 45 minutes to do. I didn't bother to put a shirt on if I can't take it off cause of my cuts anyways so whats the point. So I wore my black hoodie which said "I Don't Need This" on the front. As well as my black skinny jeans and my black converse. All black like usual. I grabbed my keys,phone and my headphones, stuffed them in my bag and ran out the door. I just barely made the bus. I get to school and sit at the far end on the table by myself still listening to my Depression playlist on my phone. I turned it up all the way so I didn't have to deal with all these bitches. Somehow, I heard the bell rang so i quickly shoved my stuff back into my bag. I tried to make my self invisible through the halls by running. It shouldn't be that hard to be invisible, no one sees me anyways. But as usual, Kailyn Jennigns shoves me into the lockers as hard as she can. " Get out of here you whore! No one likes you! Your just hated by everyone anyways, so go kill yourself!" She screams at my face as I fall to the ground. I get to my first period class and sit in the back by myself like always. Everyone sits with their friend but me. I sit alone because I'm better off alone anyways. "Class, we have a new student today. Please welcome Jenn Robert's step brother Shawn Mendes. BROTHER?! IM AN ONLY CHILD!! "Shawn you can sit next to Jenn.I'm sure she would love to show you around today. He walks over to the seat next to me as I move my bag out of that seat. "Alright class now next we will talk about..." I don't pay attention because I'm too busy paying attention to MY BROTHER! "Hey." Shawn says to me as he puts a smirk on his face. "Hey. Im Jenn. So apperently we're siblings?" I say to him putting a fake smile on my face which I can do very well because I do it everyday. "Yeah. Your mom, Amelia Roberts is my mom too." he says while looking very satisfied for some reason. "Wow, who's your dad then?" I ask him while opening my book as the teacher says. "Josh Stevens. Who's your's?" He asks. "Nick Elling...." I say still very confused at the fact that I have a freaking brother that my mom hid from me! "Oh cool." he says while actually paying attention to the teacher. Then all of a sudden, I catch Kailyn zoning out on Shawn. Shit. She obviously likes him.

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