LIFE JUST GOES ON (sequel to life in riverdale) *finished*

Shut your mouth

Betty pov

"She's burst"

"She's burst"

Those words kept repeating in my head doe god knows how long

"I need to go, girls come on we are going to grandpas" I say start to grab all jugs stuff from the table as he left all his shit

"B" Veronica sighs walking over to me

"no I need to get the kids dried, wait no I will just put them in their car seats soaking wet I need to get to FPS quick, could you hand me that towel fangs oh and Cheryl could you please throw over our beach bag" I start to ramble on

I'm just worried something happens and I'm not there

"B calm down, I will pack up your stuff, while
Someone can get the girls dressed while you calm yourself down because your gonna spiral" Kevin says as veronica sits me down

"Where do I go wrong, I tried so hard to keep her away from stuff like that" I sigh

"it's not your fault, she probably hung around the wrong people for a while and it sorta happened" reggie says trying to comfort me

"but why is it my kid that's always on shit, Toby wouldnt do it neither would sophia, why is it my kid who's always doing something illegal" I'm actually so mad right now I just want go to fps and slap her about but obviously I won't

"I just need to go down there to see if she's okay" I start to tear up from anger and disappointment

"B you go down there, me and Cher got the girls I promise and we can figure out how to deal with Noah " Toni says hugging me

"I haven't left him somewhere before so I will definitely be back in an hour most" I say

"Mommy" I hear a small voice, I look down and Riley is standing there

"Hey what's up" I ask

"Are you mad at juju" she asks

"Yes a little bit so I have to go to grandpas and give her in trouble,why?" I reply

"Juju said me secret" Riley smiles

"Tell is the secret" Kevin says eager

"dag give present to juju" she says

This is so confusing, it's probably not even true Riley makes up stuff all the time but I will continue to listen anyway

"What was the present" I ask pretending to be excited

"SUGAR! In a little bag" She shouts happily

My face drops and everyone's jaws drop white their eyes wide open

"That's little shit, I gotta go"I say under my breath grabbing my phone and running off

"B TAKE OUT CAR!GO GIVE HIM A PEICE OF YOUR MIND!" Cheryl shouts throwing her car keys as jug took our car

I race to their car and speed off flying down the roads

I burst through fps door

"Dagwood Jason cooper blossom!" I shout I see his scurry away into his room

"Betty what's going on" fp asks me

"He's the one who dealt her the drugs" I say and his face changes

"BOI GET DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!" Fp screams

"stop he's good you guys are just to fucking over protective " Juliet giggles

"Shut your mouth young lady" jug scolds

"Fuck off" she says and goes to ask out

Jug grabs her and throws her back on the sofa

"Don't tru that again or I will be more aggressive" he points and she rolls her eyes looking around

"DAGWOOD GET DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW" I shout up and I hear him shut his door an footsteps

He's now downstairs acting casual

"What's up guys, woah Juls what happened" he asks looking at her

"don't act dumb, Riley told me, you have Juls the drugs that's what she sniffed now she's pinging on Mandy" I tell him

"Why would you give her that? Why do you have it? Who did you get it from? Boi you better not be into that shit either because it doesn't get you nowhere in life!" Fp growls

"She asked for it, I was holding it for a friend, the dealer is called Ritchie and no I don't do drugs thank you" Dagwood says and goes to walk away but go grabs his jumper hood and pulls him back

"Explain you answers" he says

We are standing up wile Juls is on the sofa literally on mars talking to some person she is imagining

"she asked for a gram or two as she knew I had, my friend got four grams off this dealer on the south side then his mom got suspicious and said she was gonna do a room check sometime this month so he have it to me to keep so his mom didn't find it, and also she has done Mandy before" he replies

We look at his chocked and confused

"Wait you didn't know? He asks laughing

"no we didn't and why are you laughing" jug asks him

"she has literally had conversations with you guys after doing a Line or two" he chukles

"Juls how much lines did you take" I ask her

"Hmmmm one fat one and two normal sized ones, I was gonna take sophias one if she chickened out but sweets came in and took the drugs, I only normally take one phat one and I can hack it when I'm with people" she says smiling

"you have done this in our house and you have spoke to me while on drugs?" I ask in disbelief and she nods

My heart sinks

I'm her mother, I should know these things, I take a deep breath and walk out the front door

I failed her, I should of noticed, it's my fault that she's this way, I could have raised her more carefully instead of having more kids and letting her become abusive to herself and her mental health

I just hop in Cher's car and drive off to pigens park

I sit on a nice dry bench under a tree which faces a big field where there are family's having picnics, kids running around playing, footballs getting booted

Why couldn't I have raised my kids to be like that

I failed all my kids

They are all traumatised by the events I brought into their lives

They are swear on a daily

I can't keep them under control

God I even just left my months old son with his aunts and uncles because I had to go and discipline my twelve year old who is on drugs

I DIDNT EVEN DISCIPLINE HER I RAN OUT IN A STATE

God I'm such a bad mother