i know. i think we all do it.
i'm gonna be ok. we gonna be ok. feelings are not forever. this sadness won't last us an eternity. better days will come.
jesus, i fucking know.
but right now, in this exactly moment. sitting in my bed, in the middle of the night, lights off, music on, and all this ugly tears falling down my face, alone and thinking, i'm not ok.
and i don't know how to be ok. i don't how to keep trying. i don't know how to exist.
and maybe i don't know if i'm gonna be ok someday. maybe i won't.
