"𝑏𝑟𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑒"
𝔞 𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔞 𝔣𝔞𝔫𝔣𝔦𝔠👄
(it might seem trash at first but it gets better i promise also the tittle might not connect to the story but um i didn't know what else to put so deal with it😘)
𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒊�...
i didn't even notice that all the boys were looking at the door. "wtf y'all looking at" i said the them, "look behind you", i turned around to see....
present time:
"mattia?" sam said. what the fuck was he doing here. alejandro said he didn't invited him and kairi said they they weren't even friends with him. why is he here
"what the fuck do you want martia" alejandro said getting up from the floor. "jeez chill i just wanted to give-" mattia got caught off guard because he saw me. his jaw clenched and his eyes went soft for a second.
"i- i have to go" i said getting up and grabbing my bag. i was about to walk out the door till someone pulled my arm back. "mattia what do you want" i said turning around. "please y/n, i miss you. come back please. it's been so hard without you here in my arms. come back to me please." he said with his voice cracking. i wanted to give in soo bad but i couldn't. i didn't wanna get hurt again
"mattia how do i know if your going to hurt me again huh? i thought you had a girl" i said. i felt my eyes get watery, just thinking he moved on so fast. "i do but she toxic" he said to me. i shook my head in disbelief. i yanked my arm out of his grip. i walked down stairs and out the door.
i got to my car and shut door. i started to cry. why was i crying over a guy who broke my heart. i have no idea, i pulled it together and started my car and drove off. i got to my house and got out my car. i unlocked the door and went to my room. i shut the door close and jumped on my bed.
i don't know why but i started to sob. i guess the sight of mattia made me angry but sad, it brung back good memories with me and him. i missed him but he was gonna hurt me and i know it. i got up and went to go take a shower.
after my shower i did a face mask but then i started to cry because me and mattia used to do face mask. after today i feel like i'm not gonna be the same, after all the things he said to me. i cant get that out of my head, what he said keeps replaying in my head. should i go back to him? will i get hurt again.
i was thinking of that for a while now. i mean what if i do go back to him, will he be the same or did he change. he still has a girlfriend which hurt to hear. but it's his life he missed out. god i just want to go back in time where nun of this drama exists. i missed the relationship i had with the boys and mattia. school doesn't start up till august since covid-19
i sighed and got up. i went to the kitchen to get some snacks. i got some and went back up to my room. i laid on my bed turning on my tv to watch a movie. i put on Freedom writers (y'all should watch that) on netflix and started to watch it. it was good. i liked it a lot.
the movie ended and i got up to throw away my trash. i laid back in bed instantly falling asleep.
MATTIAS POV
god how i missed y/n, i fucked it up today going to alejandros house. i didn't think she would be down today. i missed her kisses, her hugs, everything about her i missed. i'm so fucking dumb
why did i bring up i had a girlfriend, which i do but she was out cheating on me. i'm gonna brake up with her soon though. i need to change for y/n, i miss her and i cant lose her. i need her by my side.
not even my friends wanted me there. they all ghosted me ever since i hurt y/n. and i can see why they did. i don't know what was going though my mind. i need her i can't live without her. i would die if i lost her. i need her back
a/n- tehe
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