• Bts Angst •

「 taekook 」

You told me that you only like guys who has a passion in life and doesn't only focus on their studies, so for you i entered a singing competition because you knew that i always loved to sing but i was just too shy.

You told me that you only like guys who's mature and knows how to handle situations like we are in right now, so for you i sucked up all the pain that i was feeling everytime I'm with you.

I sucked up all the pain everytime you would ignore my calls,

Everytime i would see you with someone else.

You told me they were just your friends, so i believed you..because i didn't want to loose you and you told me you don't like being tied down.

I did everything..but why did you leave me?

I hate how you can control me and my emotions..play with me and my emotions rather. Since you know my weaknesses, i was all wrapped around in your fingers.

Everytime we would get into an argument, i would always feel stupid..because at the end of the day, even if you were the one who's wrong, i would still be the one begging for your forgiveness.

I hate it..so much

You asked me if i would join you and take your hand so that we could go do your little adventures and i would be your partner in crime, i gladly said yes.

How could i say no?

I still remember the giddy feeling everytime we would cut classes, sneak out, and go to the rooftop. The feeling of excitement and nothing else but happiness.

We would talk about random and useless things that turned out to be one of the best memories i had with you.

Everynight you would wait for me outside my house, then we would go and create more memories.

"Let me take you, and we will dream. We will dream of all impossibilities in life."

I still remember those

I still think about those

How about you?..do you still think about them?

Do you still think about me?

"We would go and dream somewhere, in some place. I would help you escape this miserable place you call home."

You were my escape..you were my sanctuary.

You told me to forget all the lies, and you would love me not just once but twice. I did what you said.

I had let you take 4 years of my life, and every single day inside that 4 years, are the days i wish i could go back to.

Can i go back?

Can we go back?

－ 2 months ago －

"Jeon Jungkook, you naive little bunny."he lets out a chuckle before lighting his cigarette, still keeping the smirk formed in his lips.