Sana Pwede Tayo ✔ [Completed]

43th

My Unknown Saviour

Sofia's Point of view

"Tara na! Hinihintay na nila tayo doon eh!" Atat na sabi ni Julia.

"Okay," I said then go inside her car.

I am so lucky that when I got here I directly saw Julia here. It's been how many years, I'm already at my last year on college.

"Hay naku girl, Iniisip mo na naman yung ex mo," Sabi ni Julia pagkapasok nya. Pareho kaming nasa front seat. Sya yung mag dadrive kasi kanya naman ang kotseng to.

"Hindi ah!" Agap ko, she knows everything.

She click something then the stereo was on. I heard a familiar Filipino songs, It was a song by Eric Santos, I guess.

Kulang ako kung wala ka
  Di ako mabubuo
  Kung di kita kasama
  Nasanay na ako
  Na lagi kang nariyan
  Diko kayang mag-isa
  Puso ay pagbigyan

Napaikot ang mata ko at umirap.

"Bakit Opm songs yan? Eh nasa America tayo!" I asked, bothered by the lyrics.

"Eh ano naman kung nasa America tayo? Sus! Tinatamaan ka lang eh,"Hula nya ng may makahulugang ngiti sa labi.

Bakit naman ako tatamaan? Tssk!

"Ofcourse not!" Agap ko.

She click next. Mas lalo lang yata akong nairita sa sumunod na kanta.

Hindi tayo pwede
  Pinagtagpo pero di  tinadhana
  Hindi na posible
  Ang mga puso'y
  Huwag nating pahirapan
  Suko na sa laban
  Hindi tayo pwede

Pilit nating iniwasan,
Ganitong mga tanungan
At kahit di sigurado
Tinuloy natin ang ating ugnayan

Napapikit ako sa sobrang frustration.
Every lines broke my weak heart. Because every line was true. Hindi talaga kami pwede.

Sabi ko na nga ba
  Dapat nung una pa lamang
  Di na umasa
  Di naniwala

Unknowingly, tears falled like a faucet.
It's indeed true! We could have stop it from the very first. Hindi ko na dapat pinilit pa na pwede kami! Kasi hindi naman talaga!

I heard her turned off the stereo.

"I'm sorry,"Julia said.

"It's okay," I said while wiping my tears.

Nakarating na kami sa bar, nakita ko na ang mga kaibigan namin dito, Si Nico, Julius, Lawrence are purely Filipino the other two boys which was Henrixo and Drake was half Pinoy half American. While all girls are pure pinay too. Jessica, Mauren and Carina.

Lawrence with her gray v-neck t-shirts and jeans directly come towards me and kiss my cheeks, I let him do that. He is courting me for about 9 months but I am no willing to be his girlfriend. I just tried it, cause I'm looking forward to feel towards him what I felt on my ex, but it didn't came.

We do our usual routines when we are on bar, Talking, dancing and drinking. For many years of starting to drink, I am still having a low tolerance of alcohol.

"You seems sad,Sofia ?" Tanong ni Drake sa matigas na English.

"Oh! Ofcourse not!" I lied then act like I'm really not when the truth is, I am sad and broke.

At the same time, tired.

Years after leaving the Philippines. I heard he quit teaching and manage their family's company. TVE(The Villarieno's Empire).Whoa,from professor to CEO. Wow lang!Actually,I hired a friend to search for him thats why I'm updated.

See how foolish am I ?

I drink many tequila. I want to be drown by this wine just so I can forget how foolish am I. But I just couldn't.

I don't understand why after many fucking years,I can't move on! From all the pain he gave to me. Why can't I totally forgot what I'm feeling onto him?

Isa ako sa mga taong sinasabi nilang, hindi naman kabobohan pagdating sa eskwela pero pag dating sa pag-ibig nagiging super-duper bobo! Na kahit pinangalandakan na nga sa harapan mo na hindi ka mahal, sige ka parin ng sige!

I'M A CERTIFIED MARUPOKIANS!

Pero siguro nga ganito lang talaga ako katindi magmahal,At paulit-ulit na sinasaksak ang puso ko sa pag-iisip na hindi man lang ako pinahalagahan.

I love him thoroughly but why he doesn't even appreciate that!Hindi nya man lang ako pinahalagahan,pagkatapos ng lahat ng pagmamahal na ibinigay ko sa kanya.I even gave my all,myself! And I regret it that I give in to him. Because that's is one of the reasons why I can't get over with him.

"Lasing na lasing na talaga sya," dinig ko ang boses ni Julia pero hindi ko na kayang dumilat pa.

Naramdaman ko nalang na nakalumpapay na ako sa kama ko.

But when someone's lips touch mine, bigla akong nagbalik ulirat at tinulak iyon.

"No!" Sigaw ko, dahil masyado syang malakas. I saw Lawrence dark and cold face with his eyes burning on desire and lust.

"Bakit hindi mo ako kayang sagutin! Ilang buwan na akong nanliligaw and still no response?then, You'll be mine, tonight baby" kinilabutan ako sa boses nya.

He started kissing my neck, I avoid but his too strong. I cried and beg, but he didn't care for me. I am almost naked, crying and begging for him to stop when someone camed and punch him.

I glanced at my saviour, He is wearing all black. His face is dark and mysterious. I always seen him since I go here in America but I don't know him.

"T-thank you," I slowly said matapos nyang mapaalis si Lawrence.

"You should sleep."He coldly said then walk away. He left my condo without introducing himself.

Who is he ?

I locked the doors. Kahit na lasing akong naglakad. Akala ko kanina makukuha ako ni Lawrence, I hate him!

Sa sobrang kalasingan, mabilis rin akong nakatulog.

Thanks to my saviour, whoever is he.

(A/N: iyan lang muna mga ka MARUPOKIANS. Char, gawa gawa ko lang yang words na yan.

MARUPOKIANS- group of Marupok's people. Haha, )

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