Honesty [n.j]

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"Kim Namjoon you are fired!"

Says Namjoon's boss- well former boss. He gives Namjoon his last paycheck and makes him leave the restaurant.

I should've kept my big mouth closed, but the guy was practically molesting that girl he was with, I couldn't NOT do nothing. He decided to take action, and punched the guy in the face, not before he "accidentally" spilled a drink on him, and saying "You pervert! You look like you think with your fucking dick!" Yes, this was what Namjoon thought at the moment about the guy. I mean- he was just being honest.

After leaving the restaurant, the girl, who he now knows as Jisoo, the pervert was with thanked him, and he felt accomplished nonetheless.

While walking to his shared apartment with Yoongi, Namjoon thinks how if he didn't have this condition he would be normal. One of my biggest weaknesses. Namjoon wouldn't call himself a pessimist, but at the moment, he couldn't help but having negative thoughts about himself.

A burden.

How are Yoongi hyung and I going to pay the rent? My job and him producing got us by just enough. Just the thought of losing his home for his carelessness made tears surface his face.
Shaking his head Namjoon thinks, I would have never become Yoongi hyung's best friend if I didn't have this condition.

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¡Flashback! (Basically when they are in elementary school)

Namjoon had a difficult time making friends when he was younger.

His statements to others were brutally honest, which drove them away.

"Why was I born this away?" He thought, with tears in his eyes.  His parents told him that those who walked away from him were not worth it, but he still wanted to have friends. He was thankful for his parents for being so nice to him, if he didn't have them, he would have nobody. His thoughts were interrupted by the teacher.

"Kids we have a couple of new students today," Ms.Kang says as she turns to the kids. "Can you introduce yourselves?" Namjoon felt himself feeling better. "Maybe I can finally make some friends! I'm tired of being alone."

Namjoon observes the two kids up front. One boy looks as if he did not want to be here, and the other looks the opposite, bouncing with joy. Both boys radiated a different type of energy that Namjoon could easily read them.

"Hi! My name is Kim Taehyung! I look forward to working with you all!", he says, showcasing a box-like smile and bowing.

He seems nice.

The other starts, while looking at his feet by saying "Hello. My name is Min Yoongi, I look forward to working with you as well."He says bowing. He didn't smile like Taehyung did. Namjoon notices his gloomy demeanor.

Maybe I can make him happy! Just thinking about it made him smile.

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Since Namjoon was sitting at a table by himself, both Taehyung and Yoongi sat with him.
Namjoon introduced himself. "Hi! My name is Kim Namjoon! I hope we can be friends.

Taehyung responded enthusiastically saying "Of course! You seem very nice! Call me Tae!"
"Well Tae, I'm just going to tell you now in case you want to be someone else's friend that I do not have the ability to lie. Which means I'm always honest." Namjoon says, with his head down.
"Really? That's cool in my opinion." Taehyung says, with stars in his eyes.