The feels...

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A/N: Hey guys this is my first fanfic and I'm happy that you will be reading this. If you read this lol. Well I'm in love with ToppDogg and BJoo so I hope you enjoy ❤️
BJoo's POV

I'm in love with him....I'm not in love with him....I'm in love with him....

I can't take this feeling anymore, I have to tell Hansol I have to. But I can't cause I know he just likes me as a best friend. Once he finds out my feelings he won't be anymore...I sighed, I have been hiding these feelings for I don't know how long, but I know it's been a while. We have just debuted 4 months ago and it's been hectic. We are more busy than ever, more interviews and radio shows. Ugh it's very hard but it's fun. I love to dance and fool around with Xero sometimes with some dance moves. But then Hansol comes and dances with me. One time he had to do a sexy dance and...omg.


"Hey why don't we have a sexy dance off?" Says Yano.

"Yano no way I'm not doing that!" I said.

"Aw cmon BJoo hyung it will be fun!!" He whined.

"Yeah BJoo we all know you can dance sexy, what are you shy?" Xero said.

It's not that I'm shy it's just "he's here" If Hansol starts to dance I might...get...ugh I just can't watch.

"Okay you guys can but I'm not, I'm kinda tired I'll just watch." I said.

"Baby." said Xero.

"I'm not a baby, I'm tired." I defend.

"Yeah whatever haha." said Yano

I went to the back of the room and watched them make fools of them selfs. First it was Yano, Xero, Hojoon, A-Tom, then Hansol. I personally couldn't wait to see Hansol dance because he is a better dancer than me and I did learn a few things from him while we were trainees. Those were very good times, me and him would stay after practice and just dance together. Sometime I would get lucky, he would get really hot a sweaty and he would take off his shirt. It was just heaven seeing his beautiful abs all shinny and sexy, I wish I could just touch them. Sometimes he would see me staring and then laugh.

I was so lost in thought that its was already Hansols turn. Oh my god....he took off his shirt...I was so mesmerized by the sexiness that I totally didn't know he came over to me and lifted up my chin and stared into my eyes. I felt like we were the only ones in the practice room. His eyes were so beautiful and sparkly, we were just staring at each other for about a minute that felt like years. I could see he was getting closer too me by how close our chests were. The next thing I know our lips had touched and I was just frozen. I closed my eyes and our lips were in sync. He then pulled back and looked at me.

"Hahaha I told you he was daydreaming!!" Said Yano.

"Yeah now he is back to earth. Yah BJoo?" Asked Xero.

I could hear them call my name but I just wat too shock to answer them. Did he just kiss me? Or did I imagine that? I looked at Hansol and he looked at me, he looked at me confused like he saw that I was thinking about something. He smiled and walked away.

-End of FlashBack-

I hope that never happens again, well the kiss part I do but the other part with him dancing and everything. I was about to head out to get some ice cream when I heard Atom called me.

"BJoo hyung!" A-Tom yelled.

"Yeah?" I replied.

"Hansol is here for you!" He yelled. Hansol? Why is he here?

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