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i'm so happy i get to catch up on steven universe. i can't get season 6 anywhere but i finally have season 5 and i already now where to get the movie so E X C I T E M E N T and i'm trying to watch more of avatar, the weird thing is that when i start new shows, i have to force myself to keep watching, it's not easy, but for some reason avatar is like super easy for me to watch. AND IVE BEEN SEEING MORE PRIDE EDITS OF GRELL FROM BLACK BUTLER AND WE LOVE like she deserves the WORLD

i watched the half of it yesterday (after putting it off for almost a month) and omg the accuracy. i love how it showed that people can change, that sometimes people don't rush into relationships, sometimes people stick with their ignorant opinions bc of religion but they change. i wanna see what other people think of it, i just really appreciate the rusty small town aesthetic of the whole movie (and the big lesbian aesthetics) we appreciate. also i watched endgame again yesterday and i totally forgot how gay the woman scene made me and ik peter and mj made me indecisive for spiderman but in endgame it was peter parker and captain marvel interacting fljshslk

yesterday i was getting HEATED bc some people really do be stupid. okay, common sense, how do we do stuff? by trying. how do i pass my classes? by not giving up and pushing. HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO GET ANYTHING DONE IF YOU DONT TRY? like people actually think giving up is the answer like HAVE YOU NOT SEEN THE THOUSANDS OF KIDS MOVIES THAT ARE LITERALLY TELLING YOU TO BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD like people make me so disappointed, you may think that this stuff doesn't apply to you, you might like being in your bubble but there are other people in the world. your stupid debbie downer attitude of "it doesn't matter we can't change anything and i don't care" is so infuriating bc you absolutely can change it. you think it's stupid that we're sharing this stuff everywhere, on our stories, into group chats but just think about it. i share it on my story, fan accounts and my friends that have like thousands of followers will see it, they share it to their stories, people who follow them share it to their stories and so on and so forth, then what do you know the entire internet has seen it. and this isn't just about racism and stuff, it applies to everything. there are things called "see something say something" for a reason. if you saw one of your parents getting beaten up and other people see it but they just tell you "sorry i can't stop it" EVEN THOUGH THEY LITERALLY CAN YOU WOULD BE UPSET. and yes i came to terms with the fact that people have different opinions long ago but how can it be that people i cared for are so ignorant. it's so unbelievably hard to know they won't change.

ESPECIALLY FOR ME BC IM A VERY STUBBORN PERSON I TRY TO KEEP MY EMOTIONS AND STUFF TO MYSELF BUT I GET EASILY FRUSTRATED I HAVE A VERY SHORT TEMPER AND VERY SMALL PATIENCE AND ITS A LOT HARDER TO KEEP THIS TIED UP WHEN THERES NO ONE AROUND THAT IM CONTROLLING IT FOR LIKE ITS EASIER TO PUT ON A BRAVE FACE AND BE THE BIGGER MAN WHEN MY FRIENDS ARE AROUND BC I HAVE THE MOTIVATION IN MY HEAD IM DOING IT BC IK THEY WOULDN'T APPRECIATE ME BEING SENSITIVE, I DON'T WANT THEM THINKING I CANT HANDLE MYSELF, AND I WANT TO HELP THEM IF THEY NEED TO CALM DOWN BUT THATS NOT THE CASE HERE SO I WAS FREAKING OUT YESTERDAY AND YEAH

anyways we love finding out that i would make a good parent :)) (hehe 666 words here) i was reading through stuff about my personality type and it said that intp types usually do best with like helping their kids in their 'why?' phase of their lives so i look forward to that. ik i've never been particular to kids but hey i don't mind man :)

that's it ig, i gotta get reading if i don't want to fall behind in class, love you buh bye!!

5/29/20

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