Don't ask... i just needed a vent... sorry it's so sad...
i fucked up... i always fuck up... i fuck up everything....
with my family... with friends:..
it doesn't matter who.... i fuck up.
and then they leave.
that's what he did...
and now i get to see him and her everywhere together.
i had a chance. i lost it.
i wasn't good enough..
a/n sorry just needed to let some stuff out... i may make a part two that ends happy if anyone wants it