𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴...
『𝗜𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵, 𝗃𝖺𝗁𝗌𝖾𝗁 𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗒...』
𝗼𝗺𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗶𝗲𝗻𝘁
𝟭𝟬:𝟮𝟵𝗣𝗠
jahseh lets out a longing sigh as he walked the streets of tokyo, japan, alone. he watched as happy couples walked together as well, smiling and all giddy with each other. he missed when he was able to do things like that. his posture was lazy as he had his hands stuffed in his hoodies pocket and his back was slouched over slightly.
he looked down at his feet, watching as his shoes hit the ground with every step he took. the bright lights of the widely known city allowed him to see perfectly.
he told his friends he needed to take a break from the club, feeling annoyed as drunk japanese whores bumped into him continuously. his friends took him to the club, seeing he wasn't in the best mood. although he never is anymore, they try their best to help him out.
he knew what they were trying to do. right now, jahseh was on tour and one of his dates was in tokyo, japan, a place he's been yearning to visit since he was in middle school. he wishes he could enjoy it but he just couldn't. it hurts his friends seeing him like this.
but it hurt him more. he wishes everyday for the same thing. his lover. day in and day out, he missed him. his smile, his laugh, everything about him. he always got emotional at the thought, like he was right now. he felt the tears about to spill from his eyes but he lifted his head.
he choked on his gasp, surprised at the sight before him. stokeley, his lover. he stared in utter shock. stokeley stood still, surprised as much as jahseh. "stokeley?" "jahseh?" they called out at once. "uh- um...how's it going?" stokeley asked. "it's...going." jahseh replied. he felt stokeley's frown which made him feel guilty.
even though they weren't together anymore, he didn't like making the slightly younger one sad. "what about you?" jahseh asked, now stuffing his hands in his jean pockets. "not that well but, i'll get through it." stokeley replied, looking directly at jahseh. "should we continue?" stokeley asked jahseh.
jahseh nodded and walked on the right side of stokeley. they let the silence, other than other people's conversations and cars take over their conversation. they were enjoying each other's presence while they could.
"so, what brings you to tokyo?" jahseh asked stokeley. stokeley slightly tensed, knowing he could just tell jahseh he basically stalked him to tokyo hoping to see him. stokeley heard jahseh was on tour and his next stop was tokyo so he booked the next flight and sure enough, he made it right on time.
he quickly thought of an excuse. "just visiting some friends." he came up with, no longer as tense. "ah." jahseh responded. there was another moment of silence between the two until jahseh spoke up. "i know you like the back of my hand, stokeley. no need to lie and say you didn't miss me." jahseh said. "oh, shut up." stokeley said, causing jahseh to smirk to himself.
stokeley was quite surprised when he heard that jahseh knew he wasn't telling the truth. "in all honesty, i missed you so much. everything went wrong when we separated." jahseh said, sighing for what felt like the 5,000th time all night.
"i missed you, too." stokeley admitted. you may be thinking, 'why'd they break up', and if you aren't, i'll tell you anyways. jahseh's fame was too much for stokeley to handle. from being harassed daily by paparazzi to being stalked, he couldn't handle it anymore. every little thing they did ended up as a headline on TMZ.
stokeley was so very proud of jahseh's fame and whatnot but, he couldn't handle it. jahseh never treated him differently once he became famous either. it felt like stokeley was being stabbed in the heart once he broke things off with jahseh. 6 years of a relationship down the drain. it hurt them both deeply.
"you never told me why you did it." jahseh said, curious if he did something wrong to end their relationship. "like i told you, it wasn't you. it was your fame. don't get me wrong, i was so proud of you but, being harassed and stalked by fans and paparazzi was too much for me. i didn't wanna stop you from pursuing your dream so, i did what needed to be done." stokeley explained.
"oh." was all jahseh could say. he knew it was all stressful but he didn't know it would get in the way of their relationship. "i'm sorry if i just ruined your m–," "no, no, you're fine. it's just, i don't really know what to say." jahseh said. they stopped walking and stared into each other's eyes.
they both felt shivers go down their spine. they inched closer, and closer, soon closing the space and locking their lips together. they felt the same spark they felt in their first kiss. they closed their eyes and enjoyed the feeling. they soon pulled away, feeling they would become aroused in public. "you got a hotel?" jahseh asked. stokeley nodded his head and they made their way to his hotel.
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