The Only Girl In The World

Epilogue- The letter

To Christian,

If you're reading this letter, then I'm probably gone.

Feels weird to say or in this case write.

I don't really know why I'm writing this to be honest, I’ve probably told you a million times how much I loved you.

But let me tell you one more time.

Christian Anderson, I love you.

I love you so much that sometimes, it feels unreal.

I never thought that I could love someone like that, but here I am, writing a love letter.

Miracle really do exist huh.

I dont want you to cry for me.

I want you to be strong for me.

I may not be there, but know that I live in your heart forever through the memories that we share.

You were honestly the best thing that ever happened to me.

Thank you for bringing me out of that darkness, thank you for showing me what it felt like to love again and be loved.

Thank you for sticking to me to the end.

Thank you for never giving up on me.

Thank you for not leaving even when I told you to.

Remember when we played that dumb game? And you asked me if I had anything to be grateful. I do, it’s you.

I want you to know that I was happy, really happy.

I dont regret any second we spent together.

I spent the last but the best days of my life surrounded by the people I love.

I wrote everyone a letter, my final goodbye and a little piece of me that I'm leaving behind. I wanted to be a writer, so I'm writing.

To Becca, Aella, Izzy, Jake, Rick, Karen, Sophia even grumpy Ryan. And most especially you.

I love your eyes, I love your smile, I love your lame attempts to rizz or flirt. I love everything about you.

You're perfect.

And I'm so lucky I got the chance to call you mine.

You were my first love and I'm glad you were my last.

But I don't want to be your last Christian, I want you to move on. Meet someone new and find happiness. You deserve it.

I promise I won't come to haunt your new girlfriend.

Do it for me, it's my last wish.

I want you to be happy.

Know I will always love you Christian, thank you for everything.

Thank you for making me feel so special.

So wanted.

Like The Only Girl in The World.

See you on the other side but don’t come so quick Ok?

I left the necklace you got for me, so that you have a little something to remember me with.

I love you.

Sincerely, Kaylee.

To my golden boy forever <3