Confession #49: WHAT'S THE POINT IN TRYING WHEN I FAIL EVERYTIME?
75/100. 75/100. 75/100 SEVENTY FIVE OUT OF FUCKING HUNDRED. C. C. C. C. WHAT THE FUCK??? I SAT MY ASS ALL DAY LONG AND WORKED AND STUDIED FOR MY MATH FINAL THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING GET? I GET AN 85/100 ON MY FRANKENSTEIN ESSAY WHAT THE FUCK? TURNITIN.COM TELLS ME THAT i HAVE PLAGURIZED I NEED TO TALK TO MY TEACHER ABOUT. MY MATH TEACHER WAS RUDE TO ME TODAY.
I DON'T MAKE SENSE RIGHT NOW.
Wattpad is the only place where I can scream. People heear my pain here. I just wished someone here could hear my pain.
I don't wanna study anymore. I feel so horrible. I don't belong here. I wish I was dead. I'm just a number that is weighing everyone down.
Idk if it's stress thats talking to me, or something else. I have to study for my english final, I don't want to. What's the point when I'm already a failure?
I keep on failing, keep on working, but I never get it right.
Why should I even be here?
Everyone is doing amazing things and I am not. I hate myself.
What's the point in studying for my English when I am going to be failing? I hate myself.
But I will study the living shit out for my english final I will work hard I will make my ass fall off and then reattach it that's how hard I will work.
One of these days I will be like BITCH GIVE ME THAT SHIT. I WILL FUCKING TAKE THAT FUCKING TEST AND ACE THE LVING HELL OUT OF IT.
Sorry I got so pissed right now. I should go and beat the living ass of my english test.
Wish me luck
I feel like crying still. I got this. Maybe I don't.
I JUST WANNA HUG.
Can someone give it to me?
I hate myself.
I catch myself telling my self that I hate myself.
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