Writings

8. I can't blame you

I want to say that I hate you

I want to ask why

I want to ask you what I did to make you leave

We had everything planned

I guess I found a way to ruin it

Knowing you probably don't think about me

Knowing you threw out the memories

You left me broken

Laying in that dark room alone

Waiting for the day that you would come back or waiting for that message

Waiting for the ̈Im sorry ̈ or the ̈I don't hate you ̈

Even though it will never come

I wait because everytime I start to type ̈I miss you ̈ I cry

I can't blame you even though I wish I could

I still love you

But I can't blame you for leaving

Because everyone leaves sooner or later

I won't blame you because it was my fault

Or atleast I feel like it was my fault

Maybe it's because I can't blame you

The memories still play

I can't blame you

I miss you

I love you

But I can't blame you

I couldn't even if I tried