Thoughts and Shit (pt 2)

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I'm stressed as all hell.

I have summer jobs and scholarships and schoolwork on my mind all the fucking time.

I don't have a summer job yet and I'm fucking anxious about it because this is my last summer before I go off to university and I need money for that shit.

And scholarships are breathing down my neck constantly. 

And I don't know what I'm doing in half of my classes.

For the past week I've had a constant ball of anxiety in the pit of my stomach and it fucking sucks ass.

I just need a job and I need to get past all the scholarship applications.

But fuck that day can't come quick enough.