this world is about survival.
love, happiness and people will kill you, so you need to care for yourself.
people will use you as a pawn - an escape from their own problems. a distraction.
so why would i owe anyone anything?
i use people for the same reason, but i understand it.
no one is forever - so what is the point of letting myself love, only to be hurt in the end?
life is like a game of chess. you make choices that either put yourself in danger or someone else. in the end, you always want to win, right? but sometimes you must put yourself in danger in order to take the king.
it's logic, strategy.
- jjk, 13/01/20
coming soon.
trigger warnings:
- EVENTUAL smut (bottom jk, top th)
- drug abuse
- mentions of suicide and self harm
- slight description of violence
NOTES.
diary entries are at the beginning until stated otherwise (you'll see).
NOT ALL CHAPTERS ARE DIARY ENTRIES.
lowercase intended.
i am not truly speaking of any of bts in a negative way, this is fiction.
this a fiction book based off a true story.
i do not own bts nor do i own their music.
thank you for reading.
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