ok so I told y'all that I've cut before but it wasn't really breaking the skin

it was just scratches

wAs

i found a sharpener and a screwdriver and took out the blade and

let's just say it burns

let's just say I didn't hate it

so im actually scared of what im becoming, what I can do to myself.

im sweating through this sweater (hence the name) and I wanna take it off bUt

sorry I just

im sitting on my bedroom floor looking at my arm bleed

and im crying

and my sister is downstairs

im a fucking wreck.

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