ok so I told y'all that I've cut before but it wasn't really breaking the skin
it was just scratches
i found a sharpener and a screwdriver and took out the blade and
let's just say it burns
let's just say I didn't hate it
so im actually scared of what im becoming, what I can do to myself.
im sweating through this sweater (hence the name) and I wanna take it off bUt
sorry I just
im sitting on my bedroom floor looking at my arm bleed
and im crying
and my sister is downstairs
im a fucking wreck.