Depressed. Broken. Alone. Sad. That was all you were now from a happy, cheerful girl. Little did you know love can be toxic. It was. Justin's dangerous love changed you when both of you broke away from it. Life took a big turn when you fell in love with Justin Drew Bieber, that boy who gave you a reason to live. He was hopelessly in love with you too, spending dreamy days and sleepless nights thinking of you. The world was always spinning fast, and the fire was burning too bright for the both of you. Little issues of concern later ended up in both of you splitting up. It was painful. It was hard to let go of each other. You wouldn't eat. He wouldn't sleep. You wouldn't come out of your room. He wouldn't talk to anyone. Both of you suffered alot, missing each other too much to think of reality.
Justin was ashamed of himself, and guilt was building up in his heart stopping him from apologizing to you. You kept telling yourself not to trust anyone, and stop being such a fool to everyone's eyes. The media didn't help much in the recovery of your's and Justin's worst heartbreak. Your love for him was real. His love for you was real. But why did this happen? Why did you both ruin your future together?
"You'll do great!" Your manager said to you, as you walked into the dark side of the stage put up in the AMA's (American Music Awards) to perform your single 'The Heart Wants What It Wants'* (*Pretend you wrote and performed that song!) You weren't born to be a singer, but because of Justin, you were really into it. And because of all the problems in reality, a melody in your head soon turned out to be this heart-breaking love song.
"I can do this" you said to yourself, hearing the music begin to play. You spent 2 whole months trying to be relieved mentally from the depression the break-up caused. This single, became your ultimate therapy, and helped you heal. It was all new once again, the lights, the cameras, the flashes, the fans screaming, and performing without a care in the world and for nothing but your own satisfaction.
The music started playing, and your sweet to sad and broken voice filled the air, bringing the audience into their own memory lane. Your heart ached as you softly sang the words of the song.
You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
The crowd gathered to watch the show waved their hands as the song went on. With every single word you sang, your heart was fluttering around the thought of Justin. Well, the song was for him.
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
Knowing that Justin is right here in front of you, watching you sing, your mind lost control. You wished you never met him. But you wanted him to be with you. You hated what he did to you, but you still loved him.
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
You tried to control your emotions as you sang, but failed miserably. Memories flashed in your mind, repeatedly, making you want to run yelling from the stage.
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape