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the fact that john actually has the audacity to talk back to me is making me hate him a little less, even though i never in a million years wanted to like him. i'm just starting to earn more respect for him. he's not exactly why i thought. he's actually kinda freaky and sassy, which i never thought.

"can you hold this?" john asked me sort of timidly.

"why?" i asked, rolling my eyes.

"so we can get done," he backmouthed, pointing to the dialysis tubing.

i sighed and went in to grab it from him. our fingertips brushed against each other and it felt weird, different. i never touched him before, other than running into him, but it felt like when bethany runs her fingers on me. why does it fucking feel like that?! i'm not starting to enjoy his presence, am i? of course not, i would never.

"okay, thanks. now go back to staring at the wall while i finish this," he mumbled, doing things that i didnt understand. i stood there just watching him tying strings on the tube, and other science things i didn't understand, until he stopped and looked at me with a confused look. "what?"

"uh..." i mumbled. "can i help?" i whispered.

john's eyes went wide and he stepped back a little bit. "i mean, yeah. here." he handed me a beaker of water and a container of salt. "put half a teaspoon of salt in."

i nodded once and started to do as he told me. i looked over and he was smiling widely as he hooked the tubing up to some device.

"here," i said, handing him the beaker.

"thanks," he said quietly. he looked at the beaker and took it from me. he looked up at me and smiled widely, but still gently.

i felt my heart do something weird and i don't really know what it was, but his smile made me smile back and look at the floor like i was a fucking little kid. he submerged the tubing in the beaker and looked at me.

"sorry," i mumbled, looking away immediately. what am i doing?!

"what?" he asked, mouth agape.

"sorry."

he didn't say anything, he just nodded once before walking back to his seat.

~*~

*john kryoz sent you a chat*

john k.
why did you start sending me pictures of you?

i can't tell him that, he's not gonna believe me. it sounds like such a pussy cop out.

me
i don't know

it's technically true for the second one. i never had to send that. i probably shouldn't have either.

me
what? you want more or some shit?

john k.
if you want to. i just wanted to know why you did it
john k.
actually, kind of :o

why the fuck did i ask that?! i don't want this to get out of hand. bethany is going to find out and i don't want that.

*john kryoz has sent you a snapchat*

i opened the snap and felt my eyes almost fall out of the socket. he sent me a dick pic. he sent a full fucking nude. i never thought this would go that far.

the picture was of just his lower stomach and the tip of his dick was at the bottom of the image, but was cut off so i couldn't see the rest. before thinking, i screenshot the image and immediately wanted to slap myself. why did i do that? i don't want that on my phone!

john k.
so you liked it? 👀
john k.
your turn

do i actually send something back? i can't just send a nude like that, i've never done it! maybe he'll like just an underwear picture?

i pulled my shirt off and pants down to my knees and realized i was slightly hard. no, i did not get an erection from john kryoz, the mother fucker.

i rubbed my dick through the cloth until i got a full boner. i snapped a picture of it and sent it to him. now what am i suppose to do?

bethy <3

i'm horny

why are you telling me? not like you want to do anything with me. you always turn me down when i say we should fuck

fine, never mind

send more nudes to your new fuckin boyfriend. jack off to him 😒

is she being serious? we aren't anything! don't like him!

i pulled my underwear all the way off and started to stroke myself to try and ease the erection.

*john kryoz has sent you a chat*

john k.
that's it?

me
what? want a whole fucking penis?

john k.
preferably

do i do it? should i? i know beth was joking but i want to... why do i want to?

i put my phone sideways and angled it at my side so it got my abs from the side and the tip of my dick, which was cut off the same way john's was. i sent it and knew he was going to screenshot it. he's going to have my first real nude.

now to finish off this erection. i started stroking but just didn't feel right just staring at the ceiling as i jacked off. i opened my phone and went to my pictures. i clicked the shirtless picture of john and it immediately helped. i started stroking faster and felt myself getting closer. i slid to the picture he sent me today and felt my orgasm approaching.

"fuck," i mumbled just before cumming on my stomach. i panted and looked back to my phone and realized what i did. fuck.

i'm not gay, why did i cum to that? i can't believe this. what the hell is he doing to me?!