The Teacher in Class 1A

16 ⚠️ Trigger ⚠️ Domestic violence

Before I get into the chapter I want to warn that there will be domestic violence in this chapter and it will be graphic.

I was half asleep as I noticed the sun beginning to rise. the beautiful colors shining through my window and onto the wall. I shifted slightly to get more comfortable but noticed something was different. Body heat behind me. Aizawa must have snuck in last night and fell asleep. My cheeks burning as I stayed still. Afraid that turning around would wake him up. Maybe it was silly but I wanted to stay laying here with him. But my curiosity got the better of me. I wanted to turn around and face him. See what Aizawa in my bed laying beside me would look like. ya know.. normal fan girl stuff. 

I casually turned around pretending not to notice he was there and froze. 

"Good morning Doll."

"R.."

"Shhhh. Your neighbors are sleeping.." He grinned.

"How did you get in here" I slowly moved my body away from his but he quickly grabbed me and pinned me down against the bed.

"I was already here. You see. I was in the closet when your little boyfriend came in here after our little chat. And I heard everything you said last night." I opened my mouth to scream but he covered my mouth and pulled a knife from beneath the covers. "Don't make me use this." I closed my mouth and stared at Raul in horror. "Good girl. As I was saying. You like this guy.. and to be quite frank... I dont like that. I'm here to get my wife back and I have no intentions on leaving tokyo empty handed.  I mean lets face it. You're nothing without me. Here you'e nothing more but a high school counselor." he laughed "Thats pathetic. Back home I can get your job back at the agency. become an agent again. A family again. That sounds nice right?" he smiled. He was far from the man i fell in love with. His smile that once brought joy and happiness to my life is now a trigger of fear and anxiety. I hate how powerless I felt in his presence. The fear he installed in me was so much greater than the strength that i've been building. I didn't want to be afraid anymore but i was. 

"Don't look at me like that." he pouted lightly grazing the knife across my face. "I missed you. that's all. You know I love you. No one could ever love you like I could. No one is going to love you.. because I really will kill you y/n.. Did you think you can move away and expect to give up what belongs to me? Your body belongs to me."

"No" I whispered. My body shuttered in fear.

"What, because a man said you're growing on him you think you can get rid of me? He just wants to sleep with you. thats it. He doesn't give a shit about you."

"I said no!" I pushed him off me and ran towards the living room where Aizawa should have been but he wasn't there. 

"Looking for your little boyfriend? Principle called him for a quick meeting. He left about half hour ago."

Shit.. I'm going to die. Instantly I grabbed a lamp and tossed it at him. Missing him completely he angrily charges at me. I ran towards the kitchen hoping I could grab a knife to defend myself but he grabbed a fist full of my hair and dragged me across the floor. He pulled me into the bathroom and locked the door behind him and tossed me around like a rag doll.

Do you know how hard you have to be tossed at the sink in order to break it? Pretty fucking hard.

I fell back down to the floor, My vision blurry from either being thrown into the sink or the punches he's currently throwing. I tiredly kicked my legs trying to get him away from me since my small arms couldn't reach. Black spots started to appear as I begun to slowly lose consciousness. Raul knelt down and wrapped his hands against my neck and squeezed.

Is this how I die? In a bathroom? Strangled to death? By him?

Tears rolled down my face as I dropped my arms preparing to face the certain death I was about to meet. 

⚠️ Trigger ending ⚠️ 

Thankfully Aizawa busted the door open and with his scarf he was able to pull Raul off me and keep him contained. Midnight rushes in and falls to the door "Call and ambulance!" she shouted. By the looks of her face I could tell Raul did a number on me. I was too weak to talk .. too weak to move. I just wanted to go to sleep and end this nightmare but every time I closed my eyes she tapped my cheek to wake me up "Stay awake!" her voice echoed "Help is coming! stay with me!"

"Don't you dare fall asleep!" Aizawa shouted angrily trying to keep Raul still but ended up getting headbutted when he looked my way.

Soon enough the Ambulance came as did the police.

I know this chapter was a bit graphic and TRUST ME I held back. These are actual things I went through with an ex of mine. I was In an abusive relationship and when I did "Get Out" He drove 12 hours (I went back to my home town) and broken into my house.Which is what happened in the beginning of this chapter. Everything Raul Said Was things my ex said during that moment he pinned me down against my bed and tried to rape me. The bathroom scene I held back a lot of details because they were too inappropriate for my younger readers. This event happened to me before I left him. He dragged me by my hair and locked us in the bathroom as he beat me , Tossed me around.. broke the sink with me. The details are excruciating but the end result left my blood all over the bathroom. A friend of his (A neighbor) broke my front door and bathroom door to save me because he heard me screaming.

I wanted to use this chapter to tell just a piece of my story and let you guys know (Who ever may be going through it or maybe you know someone going through it.) TO SPEAK UP. I was too afraid and could have lost my life. I wished friends and neighbors would have spoken up and called the police for me because I was too afraid to. Find a support system..and get out of that situation. There is nothing to be embarrassed of. You did nothing wrong. And being afraid does not make you stupid.

So if you or anyone you know is going through domestic violence please seek help or visit this site. 

TheHotline.org/help/

YOU ARE NOT ALONE