My Nonexistent Love Story/Skinny Love

#31: Fire & Water

I know this chapter is pretty sad & depressing, but, strangely, I totally love it. I remember posting the Estonian version while Jason was near :P And Ian. They were quite suspicios 'bout what I was doing, but I didn't tell them.

Oh, and I'll say that again: I'm not sorry for posting that chapter, Jason. You know, you did fuck up and hurt me pretty bad. At least this Jason here cares for Caroline and gives a shit 'bout her feelings, unlike you. Shame for you!

Pics on the side are mostly gifs and I like them pretty much, so you should check them out :)

The song is the best for this part, hope you like it, too :)

P.S. Dunno when I can translate again 'cause it's really crazy & busy right now. But sometimes I get this fuck-that-shit-mode and tadaa! the chapter is finished :) So yeah.. wait for it ;) And enjoy that one:

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I exited the school, setting my beanie and the bag in their places. I turned around one more time to wave at Michelle and Cassie, who went in different direction. Then I turned around, eyes on the ground, but looked up again, I saw him some meters afar. 

My steps got messed and to prevent falling I stopped. Inadvertently, a bright smile appeared at my face, like always while he was around. That was reflex in my case.

Is he waiting for me?

My legs wanted to ignore the order - they wanted to storm towards him, not caring about anything, but I remained on my place, not sure what it mean.

I walked to him calmly. Haha, calmly, yeah, right. "So we'll do it today?"

"Yeap, gotta get over with it,"

I smiled at him until heard Zack's quite mean voice somewhere near.

"She got what she wanted, once again,"

I almost heard how he gritted his teeth.

I bit my lip painfully, being ready to take off and scratch that lame dude's eyes, but it was like Jason'd foreseen my intention and grabbed me by .. no, not by shoulder, he actually grabbed me by waist.

Can you imagine that? No? Same here.

He pulled me closer, so my back was intimately against his chest and stomach.

"Let me go, please," I said through my teeth.

"No," his breath tickled my neck, so it sent waves of heat through my body - like always -, "if I let you go now and you scratched Zack's eyes out, we couldn't do our work today,"

Only then I understood what was actually happening. Zack was still grinning some meters afar, though looking at us with surprise.

Yeah, Jason's hands around my waist. Wow, indeed!

I guess it occurred to Jason as well then what was happening. His hands disappeared from my waist.

"Sorry,"

You're apologizing for that? Shit, I want that again. "It's okay," I smiled at him, trying to lighten the situation. "I think criminal processes are not necessary at the moment,"

"Don't forget what I told you, Jason!" Zack yelled, storming to the bus and preventing Jason's answer.

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I assume no one understands what the hell is going on. I haven't understood it completely too, why would Jason grab me by my waist .. but generally, it's because we had to do pair work. Again.