A Walk With You

"On The Field"

"It was on me", Ted said. "Its our decisions that makes our future right". 

I turned at him, "Judging someone by their bad, sometimes worst decisions should not be your Trade Mosby". 

"I don't", 

"When the someone is you yourself, the concept doesn't change too", I took a breath in. "You know, you are gonna have a good gold days ahead If you start behaving like the Mosby I met on the bar, for the meeting we had. The Bahamas guide, the grandmas boy. My savior. With everyone else so as yourself".

"What would change then", 

"Your heavy heart will get the chance to heal properly. And for the first time in forever you can forgive yourself for Mia's death". 

"I already did, when I met you. I-", Ted paused. 

"hmm",

"Natasha is the girl, Frencia wanted me to be with someone, she took a promise from me to not be alone. And when she showed her, I couldn't say anything because she wanted me to get engaged before her surgery", I stopped Ted by putting my hand over his lips.

"If Nat is the girl then be it-Mosby", I hugged him tightly. "I am Happy for you & Natasha. I am sure after Frencia's surgery, she'll be Happy too".

Ted broke the hug, holding me by my elbows. "I wanna be with you Holy". Ted waited until I say something. 

"I can't--", Ted leaned for kiss un alarmed. "You are cheating on Natasha". I said exactly the opposite I thought I would. " The same thing that hurt me once, I can't do the same to another girl Mosby". I came out of Ted's gripe when I said those words. I simply walked back into the hotel. 

I can't do this, but Nat on the other hand. She ain't faithful with Ted either. But that can't justify what I did. Why do I have to have all the complexity in my damn life. The thinking on and on until I hit my room. I went inside and changed in a cropped top and pjs. 

I gasped as I saw Nat behind. "gosh you scared the hell outta me". 

" im Sorry, but I really need to talk to someone right now", Nat came closer the balcony and we sat there under the darken sky.

"Go ahead tell me", I said to Natasha.

" I kissed all the four boys. I cheated on Ted", she said with a shaken voice.

I breath out about the fact that this girl is being honest about it, "So Trevor, Cale and Daito knows right, Ted and you are serious about this whole engagement thing".

"Yes, but I'm feeling guilty. Even Rayan was guilty too. I know you two are dating, and things are pretty serious between you guys, too. But we were wasted completely. I'm sorry Holy", Natasha started crying. 

I went in for hug, " its okay, If you're feeling guilty I am suggesting you to talk with Ted instead. I'm sure he'll get it".

"Holy, I thought you were like the buzz head, grey haired, A lined bob bitch, who hates the model type girls. I meant me", she whipped her face. And we both fell outta laugh.

"oho, that's a rough thing", I started to chuckle like hell. "well I don't hate honest vibes, so don't worry". 

"So, we are okay right?".
"Definitely, Nat! You can be assure of it. But I seriously feel the need of you, talking to Ted about this". I said sighing out.
"If I do, will he forgive me? What you think", Natasha said looking at me.
"If he loves you, he will be mad. But definitely forgive you. Don't worry".
"I guess I just needed a push you know. This was the first time, a guy, who genuinely asked me to literally get married. No false promises. But I ended up cheating on him straight", Natasha's voice shaken up so badly, I know she's gonna cry in a few second.
I held her hands, "When you love someone truly, in the end you forgive them".
"You think that", Natasha's tears were visible due to the dimmed light around us. She hugged me in, "I hope Ted forgive me, holy! I really think he's the one". 
I hum in response. "I am sure". I smiled while breaking the hug, "I think you should go and sleep, you can even try sleeping here if you like. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day". 
"Will it be okay, I just didn't want to sleep alone. Is it okay", Natasha weakly smiled. 
"Yeah darling", I said and we stood up. Natasha made herself comfortable around her while I wrapped myself with a kimono. 
"You're not sleeping? Where are you going, holy", Natasha asked.
"Umm, Just going out for... I'm just thirsty, gonna drink up some juice. I will be back soon don't worry".  Having her said that I left my room. Only to gasp out of shock, "What the hell are you doing here, Rayan".