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~*~ k r y o z ~*~

*lucas smith has added you! say hi!*

umm, excuse me? lucas smith, the lucas smith did the not just add me on snap. he's literally one of the most popular guys in the whole school! not to mention he's extremely hot. i've had a crush on him as long as i can remember. i quickly pulled up my messages with tobi.

tobi <3

you're not gonna believe this

what?

lucas just added me on snap

EXCUSE ME?
HOT LUCAS? POPULAR ONE?

YES
i can't believe this! what if he wants to be friends with meeeeeee

omg you're so lucky!

hopefully it wasn't an accident lol

i smiled and turned my phone off and went back to slathering paint on the canvas in front of me. a beautiful scenery of flowers next to a waterfall was beginning to take shape. i lost track of time and painted for two hours before finally checking my phone again.

*lucas smith has sent you a snap*

he did what now? lucas sent me something? no way! i quickly clicked the image and felt my eyes grow wide. oh my god...

he stood there shirtless, his abs out on full display and his v-line leading to a bulge in his sweatpants. holy shit.

i screenshot the image and quickly went to look at it again. did he really mean to send that to me? of course not, but, god, am i glad he did.

i saw a notification from lucas and felt my smile grow. he wants to talk to me now too!

lucas s.

you better delete that picture right fucking now, mother fucker

i knew it was too good to be true.

me
why did you send it then?

lucas s.
just delete it

should send one back? i kind of want to send one back, it only seems fair, i suppose.

i headed to the bathroom, removing my shirt along the way. I stood in a position similar to lucas' and snapped a picture. i looked at it and realized how hard i really was. did i really get an erection from that one fucking image? i hit send before i could decide not to.

*lucas smith took a screenshot*

maybe he does want pictures of me? maybe i'm thinking to much into this.

lucas s.
i swear to god if you leak my picture, i'll be sure that EVERYONE will see this picture of you
lucas s.
do not send anyone that picture. actually, just fucking delete it

me
hey, who's to say you didn't just screenshot it because you liked it? i'm sure you liked it a little
me
also, wouldn't send your pictures to anyone, i'm not like that
me
how did you find my snap anyway?

left on read, of course. it's how it always goes, isn't it? now he has a picture of me too, great. he's going to leak it and everyone is going to make fun of me, more than they already do.

~*~

"sooooo?" tobi gushed, putting her hands to her face. "how's your new boy?"

"i don't wanna talk about him," i groaned.

"that bad, huh?" she mumbled, putting her hand on my shoulder. "what happened? oh, you didn't wanna talk about it, right."

"if it isn't the bitch with the blonde hair," eric sneered, taking a seat across from me. "what's wrong?"

tobi started to answer his question. "he's just upset because-"

"i'm fine. i don't want to talk about this," i groaned. "i finished a painting yesterday and i think i want to enter it in the art show."

"ooo, can i see what it looks like?" eric asked excitedly.

i smiled and pulled my phone out to show the picture to him. i opened my photos and immediately saw the picture of lucas from yesterday and wanted to scream. i can't believe him.

"here it is. it's not much, but i don't think i'll have time to finish another before the deadline."

"are you kidding? this is fantastic!" tobi exclaimed, tossing her arms around me. "i love it, and i love you. now cheer up, stupid."

i chuckled and started to eat some more of my lunch. i really fucking hope i can get over this soon.

"i'm gonna go dump my tray, be right back." i stood up and grabbed the plastic plate.

i headed toward the trash cans, past the bathrooms. "yo, lucas!" i heard being yelled from across the cafeteria. i looked in the general direction, but felt a force ram into my front, causing the leftover food to get all over me. i looked up and saw none other than lucas smith. i stood there, my mouth hanging open and eyes wide, him having the same reaction.

"get the fuck out of my way, freak," he mumbled as he shoved past me, slamming his shoulder into mine. i felt my eyes well up with tears and i turned back around and sprinted to the bathroom. i locked myself in a stall and started to sob.

god, i can't fucking believe this. i knew he didn't like me, but i didn't know it was this bad.

"john?" eric called from the bathroom doorway. "are you in here?"

"what do you want?" i whimpered.

"come here, we're gonna get you cleaned up, okay?" he said softly. i opened the stall and watched as his face fell as i walked out, covered in spaghetti and tears. "oh, babe."

"i'm fine." i grabbed a paper towel and wet it before wiping my shirt with it, knowing it wasn't going to help.

"can you tell me what's up?" eric asked, wiping my cheek with his thumb.

"i don't think i can..."

"is it about lucas? he looked pretty embarrassed to see you. well, until he looked angry, that is."

"he sent me a shirtless picture yesterday," i mumbled. "i don't know why, but he did. i screenshot it without thinking and he got pissed off at me and my fucking idiot self sent one back and he screenshot it too. he sounded mad but he still has it i think."

"i'm sorry, babe. we can do dumb stuff at night time. let's get you fixed and i'll go get clean clothes from my car."

i nodded and looked to the ground. "don't tell anyone, not even tobi."

"i won't."