Ok so today is Friday and I'm getting dressed for the beach. For some reason I don't know what to wear it's not like I'm trying to impress Shane or anything. Am I?? Nahhh!! What am I thinking that girl is straight there is no way she would like me in that sense. Shane sounded excited and nervous on the phone when she said that she wanted to pick me up. A few minutes later there was a knock at the front door. I heard mom going to open it and I realised it was Shane.
I quickly put on a pair of blue checked shorts and a navy blue Spanish jersey and a pair of crocs before heading down stairs to see my mom having a good chat with Shane. It was actually nice to see the two of them getting along. Mom for some reason never got along well with Kai. It was like from the beginning she knew there was something up with the girl. I cleared my throat interrupting their conversation. Shane stood up and stood between the front door and me. My jaw immediately hit the floor when I saw how hot she looked in the short white summer dress she wore. I immediately closed my jaw so that my mom doesn't start to suspect anything. *sigh* Yes, I haven't told her yet that I was into girls. I noticed a slight blush that started to creep up on to Shane's face. We said our goodbyes to my mom and then we left for the beach in Shane's black convertible.
The car ride was not awkward as I thought it would be. In fact I found out we had a lot of things in common. We both liked animals, Tegan and Sara, 5 Seconds Of Summer and One Direction. There were more things but it's impossible to list all of them. It was a warm evening and the sand was nice and warm also. We made it to the beach just in time to watch the sun set. There were lots of people at the beach but as it got later the number of people started to decrease. When it was peaceful and quiet we decided to go and take a dip in the sea. It was fun splashing water at Shane especially when you get to hear her laugh each time. After sometime we went and sat back in the sand taking in the sound of the sea waves breaking on the nearby rocks and the slight breeze blowing. I didn't really care if I was wet or not I just laid flat on the sand while Shane rested her body weight on her elbows. There was a calm silence between us, not awkward, I looked up at Shane's face and she seemed to be in some sort of thought or debate with herself I couldn't really figure out what it was.
"Are you okay?” I asked her while sitting up more to see her face.
"I have a question.” she seemed kind of scared to ask it.
"Shoot. I'm listening and I'll answer.” I reassured her.
"I know it seems soon but what happened between you and Kai? I mean Leslie told me y'all guys used to be so close to each other and stuff..."
Can I trust her on this? Can I just tell her I'm gay and that I had a crush on Kai?
"*sigh* you have to promise me you won't tell anyone. This remains with you only!” I said a little harder and more like a warning.
"I promise", she said almost immediately.
"I...I used to have a crush on Kai... Suddenly she started hanging out with this girl Taylor and got into other stuff... I tried to talk her out of it but only ended up telling her that I love her...", my chest started to hurt telling her that as I remembered that day that Taylor just...told the class.
I expected her to be shocked and disgusted like Kai to the fact that I had a crush on another girl but she didn't react, she was still her soft self.
"Do you still like her?"
"No", my throat tightened as I could only whisper.
She seemed to have noticed the pain and hurt in my voice as I told her the full story as to what happened because at the end of it she gave me a tight hug and I felt my t-shirt get wet.
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Devoted Girlfriend (girlxgirl)Romance
Rain and Kai had a fall out and aren't talking to each other. A new girl joins the school and takes an interest in Rain. What happens when Kai finds out they like each other?