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I Miss You

Seonghwa x Yeosang

¦Angst¦

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Yeosang was sitting with the rest on the roof top of Hongjoongs house. He had invited them over, to spent some time together before school was over.

But there was one problem. There was someone missing. There was supposed to be eight of them instead of seven. And Yeosang knew this too well.

Yeosang, Seonghwa, Hongjoong, Yunho, San, Mingi, Wooyoung and Jongho. Those were the people that were supposed to be gathered today. But the oldest of them was missing.

Yeosang couldn't concentrate on the conversation the others held. His mind was stuck to the odd number of his friends.

But who was missing? The answer was clear to everybody, and they didn't want to think about it. But it wasn't easy. Seonghwa wasn't there.

The absence of the oldest affected the rest greatly, and especially Yeosang. The younger had a different bond with Seonghwa. They weren't just simple friends.

OK, maybe that's what Yeosang liked to think. He wanted to think that he was something more to Seonghwa than just simple friends.

Two months. Two whole months. Seonghwa had passed away so suddenly, noone was expecting it. Who would have thought that Seonghwa, the happy, bubbly and cheerful Seonghwa would be so skillful in hiding his pain.

He was sick. But the others didn't know. He never told them. They never asked.

The news were so sudden. Just a phone call from his parents was enough to have their world crashing down.

Yeosang cried that day. But when he was alone. He wasn't gonna let his friends see him like that. When he was alone, in the comfort of his own house, he let the tears fall.

Noone was able to reach him after some time. He had distanced himself from everyone, everything reminded him of Seonghwa.

And today, it was one of the few times he was hanging out with the rest. He knew that they all needed each other, and he didn't want to make his friends feel worse. So, he decided to join them.

So, sitting here, on the roof top, the sparkling night sky above them, hearing the laughs and chatting of his friends, was doing very little to calm him.

"Yeosang here" The voice of San was heard. The older lifted his head to look at his friend who was passing him a drink.

He accepted it with a small smile, saying an almost inaudible thank you.

His gloomy mood and sulky face didn't go unnoticed by the rest, who wanted to do something to comfort him.

They knew how affected Yeosang was with the events, but he wouldn't let them get close to him.

"Yeosang.." Hongjoong tried talking to him, seeing that the younger hadn't even moved from his position.

"Would you like to talk to us?"

Yeosang only shook his head. He didn't want to break down in front of them.

"Let's not talk about this" He said, trying to get the conversation away from where it was headed.

"Yeosang, we know how you are feeling..."

"No you don't. Don't say that. You have no idea. Can we please not talk about this?"

"Yeosang it's been two months. I can't even recognise you anymore. I don't want to lose another friend like that" Wooyoung said, irritated with Yeosang's behaviour. He tried to be considerate of his friend's feelings for the first weeks. Maybe even month. But now, after two months and he hadn't changed? Wooyoung wanted to help him.