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"Shawn." I chuckle loudly as his hair tickles my belly. "Stop it." I say and pull my shirt down again.

We are laying on the double sunbed in our garden. Earlier, Shawn had kicked all his friends out with as excuse that him and I had al lot to talk about but in reality, we have been completely loved up and are in our own bubble ever since I told him that we are expecting a baby.

"I want to talk to the baby." He cling onto my body so, there is no way I can push him off.

"What?." I laugh again. Is he serious? "I am only 1 week, max 2 weeks pregnant. The baby doesn't even have a heartbeat yet."

"I know. I have read online that from around the 7 weeks pregnant you can see a heartbeat."

"You looked that up?." My heart is literally overflowing with love.

He pops himself up on his arms, as he is laying in between my legs. A shy smile takes over his face and he nods slightly. "Of course. I want to know everything about my princess in there."

"Princess?."

"Yeah. I have a feeling that this one is a girl."

"Do I look that ugly then?." I joke.

He gives me a look that he doesn't understand what I mean.

"Last time you said that you knew for sure that it would have been a boy if the pregnancy had continued, because I looked even 'prettier' than normal. Baby girls take your beautiful away." That is what they say, right?

He nods his head, as he seems to remember. "I just think that with you it doesn't have to do with a boy or girl. It is just the thought of you having my baby inside of you, that makes you even more irresistible to me."

"O God. We are going to end up with 12 kids, aren't we?." I know that look in his eyes. I know that look all too well. His determination is something that we shouldn't underestimate.

"It is up to you baby. It is your body. For me, the more the merrier but you are in charge."

I cup his cheek and caress his skin in a loving manner. "Let's first see how this whole situation is going to go." In the back of my mind, I am still extremely scared that this pregnancy will also turn out in a miscarriage but I push that thought way. No negative thinking. It will be fine, Rose. All will be fine.

"Alright baby."- he mumbles as he press a kiss against my the back of my hand.

He pulls my shirt up again and press his lips against my lower abdomen. "Hi there baby.. this is your daddy."- can he get any more perfect? "Just know that you are very welcome and that I will protect you forever."

"You know that you are talking to my flat belly, yea?." It just weird. I know that I am pregnant. Well, according to the test I did earlier but until I have confirmation from a doctor, I am still a little hesitant. I don't want to get our hopes up and then it turns out that the test failed or something.

"Just give it a couple of weeks." He press a kiss against my belly and craw up and pop down next to me.

"Yeey."- I say sarcastically. "I cannot wait to be a fat whale." Pregnancy is beautiful and a miracle but I know that it also won't be easy. Swollen feet, leaking nipples, you name it. I am definitely not looking forward to that.

"You wouldn't be."- he pulls me closer and bury his face in my neck. "I will always find you beautiful."

"We will speak again when you want to have sex with me, but a big belly will be in the way." Seems uncomfortable to me.

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