(⚠️Warning- Mentions of rape! If you think this could trigger you skip over the sections that have '⚠️' around it!!)
⚠️"You know you want me" he said, smirking.
"Jackson, I'm not ready." I said trying to get my wrists out of his grasp.
"I don't care if you're ready or not. We're doing this." He said pushing harder on my wrists, with a devilish smile on his face.
"Jackson no! Please!" I cried out, almost screaming.
"You better shut the fuck up right now." He yelled, pushing me back on the bed.
"Jackson! I'll do anything. Please stop!" I said in between sobs.
"If you'll do anything then you shut the fuck up" he said, reaching for a shirt.
"No! Just stop!" I screamed as loud as a I could. At this point he had my arms tied to the bed frame.
"No. I'm not going to stop just because you want me to. This is happening." He yelled, as he undressed me.
"Just please stop" I said softly, choking on my tears.
"Ok that's it." He said getting off the bed.
"Where are you going?" I yelled as he walked out of the room.
"Why do you have that?" I asked when he walked back into the room with a roll duct tape.
"I told you shut up and you won't. So I'm gonna shut you up myself." He said as he cut a piece of tape off the roll.
"Jackson please don't! No!" I screamed as he put the tape over my mouth.
"Now I don't have to listen to your annoying ass" he said. He then thrusted into me without warning.⚠️
Just then I woke up, gasping for air. "Baby, what's wrong?" Jaden said, sitting up immediately. "I- I had a dream. It was when Jackson.. when he you know." I said looking up at him, tears flowing down my face. "Come here." He said opening his arms.
We laid back down and cuddled. Jaden ended up falling back asleep, but I just laid there thinking about the dream. I eventually drifted off.
★Two Weeks Later★
It's been two weeks since everything happened. I haven't left the house since the day we went to the mall. I've barely even gotten out of bed. I just haven't had any motivation to do anything. The only time I got out of bed was to go to the bathroom. I only ate when Jaden made me.
I have a therapy intake today. I don't want to go, I'm really nervous, and I just don't feel like going out. It's not my first time at therapy, but I'm still really nervous. My appointment is in about two hours so I decided to get in the shower.
I grab my phone and a towel. I go to the bathroom and connect my phone the speaker. Turning on my Lil Peep playlist. I got undressed and got in the shower.
After about thirty minutes I got out. I wrapped my towel around my body and went to my room to pick out clothes. I grabbed a bra and some under. I also grabbed a pair of Nike spandex and a shirt, so that if I get hot I can take off my hoodie. Then I walked back to Jaden's room.